In my Own Dream World..

Just another random updates..

2011-05-27T11:38:00.000+08:00

It's been quite some time since i last written anything here..

Life have never been so interesting nowadays. I am now a qualified open water diver.. Wee~

There are lots of ups and downs this week. One of my dance instructor had just left us. He is now at a much happier place where there is no pain and sufferings. I was very down on Monday as it was the day that i lost 2 cases and received the news of his death.

On Tuesday, i fought hard for a big case. The real world is really competitive and it's cruel! After all, i won the battle! Bottom line is "Don't think i am new, you can snatch my case! BEWARE!!" hahahaha.. (evil-ness in the air)

On Wednesday, i went to a show flat. It was my second day at the show flat. It was really interesting as it was the day that they launch the development. There was live balloting for units of the development. There were lots of agents around. In fact, the agents were more than the buyers on that day. Mainly because it was a weekday.

Today, i took off from work. I am looking forward to my dinner later. Hope it turn out well. :P
My parents rented a chalet for this weekend as it is their wedding anniversary. My dad is so sweet to plan this for my mum but my mum is not very happy about it. Reason being she said he could have used this money spend on the chalet on a diamond.. -_-lll (hahaha.. that's my mummy..)

I plan to learn how to ride a motor bike in December this year when my friend is back from UK. Hopefully, i can get myself another license by mid of next year. That's one of my new year resolution.

With regards to my drinking habit, i think i have been drinking every Friday or Saturday.. Seriously, i got to do something about it. (but every time i just say say only.. haiz) I need to "JIA YOU" on this area!!

And finally, we found a place to start our dance lesson again!!! I will be going for my lessons on every Friday for lesson.. I hope this will give myself a very good excuse to reduce my drinking outings.. hahaha.. I am so looking forward to the new dance lessons.. I am trying to slim down because i think i had put on a little ever since i started working with the bank.

That's for now.. Can't wait for the dinner later.. A free dinner.. Muahahaha..

2011-03-13T01:56:00.000+08:00

Argghh.. i can't stop thinking of him now..

Everytime when i tell someone that there is no one after me. Some things will happen.. This the second time liaoz.. Hope to see him soon.. :)

*Fingers Crossed*

Singlehood..

2011-02-23T02:51:00.000+08:00

Seriously.. Recently, my different group of my friends are trying to match-make me with someone.
What's wrong with being single? hahaha.. It's FREEDOM!!

No one to call aka report everyday. If you wanna go drinking, no one to ask you to drink lesser and call you in the middle of the night. (okie, they called you because they care for you.. which is a good thing.. SO? I'm enjoying what i am doing now..)

I have a friend recently added me to the group on facebook called "The Club". He is doing this free-of-charge, adding single gentlemen and ladies to this group so that they can PM each other and get to know one another. Come on~ I know that i fits the criteria prefectly by being single and not attached. But do i really need this? hahaha..

One of my friend told me that i give ppl an impression that i am very independent. If there is any problem, i will be able to solve it by myself. Then, i wonder is this a good thing? Hmmmm... I don't like people to worry for me. May be that why i am pretty independent. And lessen my chances of being taken care by someone. hahaha..

And yar, i am starting my new job very soon. Looking forward to it. Hope everything will go well there. I am already missing my wonderful colleagues in MBS already. Even through, it is not my last working day. Sad to leave such a fantastic batch of people, we walked thru the good and bad days. On the other hand, happy for myself to step back into the industry where i belong. :)

Nevertheless, i don't mind meeting new people and making new friends. Just don't like the idea of naming me and another guy as a couple. Haiz..

That's for now. Ciaoz.

I WANT a Polaroid Camera!!

2011-01-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

My first encounter of using a Polaroid Camera was in Russia where my friend bought along her Polaroid camera. I was helping her to take photos using that camera. The photos develop instantly and they were souvenirs for the camp mates and people we met there. It was so fun using it to take photos. And that is why i also wanna have my own Polaroid camera.

I have been looking at the Fuji film Mini 7s (white) Polaroid Camera since last year. I always have to urge to make the purchase online for myself!! BUT...

Once i have the camera, i will also need and want to buy the followings:

1] A Polacase (white) (for protection and decorations)
2] Different films (color, plain and cartoon ones)
3] A camera bag (brown or newspaper design)
4] Close up lens (for self-shot)
5] Holga Fish-eye lens (for different effect)
6] Holga Wide lens (to take photo at a wider angle)
7] Polaroid Albums (to keep the photos)
8] Color Pens (to write on the photos)
9] Hello Kitty Stickers (to personalise my camera)

Including the camera, that will be 10 freaking items and the list may just add on.. Like that how to buy? It will cost a bomb for me. Haiz.. Any sponsors out there?? :P

Besides, My birthday is in April. ("Hint Hint!!") hahaha...

Updates for the day~

2011-01-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

I finally received my FIRST TIPS from a Russian guest for bringing them to a restaurant. The amazing thing is they only speak Russian and the only words i know and remembered in Russian is "Yes" , "No" , "I don't understand Russian" and "Thank you". hahaha.. The rest was all about body language. Isn't that cool? hahaha.. So proud of myself!! Wahahaha..

I am excited to go for an interview tomorrow. Wish me luck on that. I feel that i need to change a working environment, mainly due to health concerns. I have been coughing for the past month, one whole month already!! The thing is i don't really cough when i am at home as i don't like to use air-conditioner. At my work place, it is an air-condition environment and the thing that makes it worse is the smoking environment. My shift managers have been rather nice to me to place me at external counters or non-smoking floor during work time. I really appreciate their effort.

I have been shopping at Gmarket alot. So far, i had bought shoes, dress, belts, kimchi, t-shirts, wallet, bags, sunglasses, hair curlers and Polaroid camera (gift for a friend). That's quite a number of things!! OMG~ I just realised that i had bought so many different type of things from there..

Life's been great so far. I enjoyed the time spend with my family and friends and is contented with what i have now.

And i am trying to fulfill my new year resolution which is to cut down on drinking. So far as good, only went out once and i will not be going out for a drink for at least one month.

I'm going out later to make a pair of new spectacles as my current pair's paint is dropping off. I need my glasses even though i rarely wear them, i still need them at time like "driving" , watching a movie, when i am don't have my make-up on and others..

Also, i will be catching a movie later with des. It is quite a random thingy. The whole story started from he was supposed to meet a FB friend for a dinner. And last night, i posted on FB that i want to go for a movie in the evening hours and asked if anyone interested to PM me. So, he smsed me and told me that he is meeting his FB friends whom he had not met before for a dinner later. And asked me if i can go with him as he is not good at talking to girls and then as a reward, he will pay for my movie after the dinner. So funny!! Anyway, i think he is shy and regretted agreeing to the dinner. hahaha.. The interesting thing is they are suppose to watch Super Junior concert together. How weird is that? This dinner is supposed to be a "get to know each other" session and also to pay them back for the concert ticket which they help him to purchase. Well, we shall see how it turns out later. I think it will be quite fun! hahaha..

Oh well, time for me to catch some sleep before everything happens later. Till then, Ciaoz.

Reflections of the Year 2010..

2010-12-21T02:02:00.000+08:00

Counting down on the last 10 days of the year.. What have you done this year..
Time for some reflections.. Ten things of the year!!

1] I had make more than one hundred friends this year, be it from work, from community service, my Russia Trip or thru my friends.. I make friends from different countries.. Amazing~

2] Lots of drinking session with my drinking ka kee or colleagues.. (or should i say tones of it) Too much alcohol this year.. (I had never vomited in the previous years of my drinking but this year, i think i have vomited 3 times out of so many drinking sessions. And on one of the occasions, i vomited like 4-5 times in 24hrs..) Definitely need to cut down on that!! My new year resolution.. hahaha..

3] Did lots of crazy things in the second half of the year. Things that you will not imagine that i have did.. All because i want to have some fun and do some crazy stuff.. (I also cannot believe it that i did them.. It was so not me.. Plainly playful because i am single. )

4] Being kissed by both female (Just on one occasion) and male (I think maybe 3-4 times) this year. (OMFG~ Well, Most of them were drunk..)

5] Travelled to 2 new places, Russia and Macao.. I was very lucky to be selected to go Russia. It was like a Dream! An Amazing place..

6] I was hoping that some miracles will happen by the end of the year. Well, it happen!!

First, it was AWS aka 13th Month payout announced. Which means more payout at the end of this month. Yippee!!

Secondly, i won a prize from the company's Dinner & Dance lucky draw. (which i still do not know what the prize was because i haven't got the time to claim it.) (See~ i still got some luck leh!!)

Thirdly, people around me especially my colleagues were asking me, "Do you have a boyfriend??" And when i answered them, "No, no one is after me.. No one wants me!!" No one believes me.. They always said, "It must be you who have high standards." And now, someone is really after me.. Of all people.. Haiz .. (See la, My Backside itchy la..)

7] It's been a year of single hood and lots of freedom. Kinda of enjoyed it! That's why i don't wanna step into a relationship yet. Still wanna play some more.. Still looking for my better half. Still searching for that "Feeling" for another person..

8] Nowadays when i go out, i need to put on some makeup or should i say it is a must! I think 9 out of 10 times, i will put on makeup before i step out of my house. And if i don't put on makeup, i will probably put on my spectacles. Well, now more "ai mei" already, not like last time.. hahaha.. (And for once, i was mistaken as my younger brother's girlfriend.. So happy on that day.. Because it means that i am younger and he is older than me.. wahaha~)

9] Sometimes when i go overseas, i'll buy some postcards back as a souvenir. But i have never posted any of them out. And this year, it was the First time in my life to send out postcard.. Also, finally i'm on skype.. (Jessie Chua~ U better Feel honoured now!! hahaha)

10] Been to private events doing charity auctions, it is a wonderful thing to do. Raising Funds for non-profitable organizations, helping those who are in need. And at the same time, meeting new people and enjoy great food and drinks..

Well, the list may still goes on.. So, what have you done this year??

2010-12-13T01:39:00.003+08:00

A sad day in the neighbourhood..

2010-11-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

This morning, my neighbour commit suicide. She made her way to the 16th storey and jumped off from there. She left behind a husband and three children.

I admire her courage to make this decision and making the first step off the building. It wasn't an easy decision at all. To someone like me who had thoughts of committing suicide before, it really wasn't easy. She was suffering from a disease that causes her muscles to shrink. Financially, it was a burden for her and her family.

To me.. For at least, she had end her suffering. Although the family will be sad for now, time will heal as life still goes on. I feel happy for her.

2010-09-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

I got to hear this song on my way back home.. This song makes me think of the past.. The secondary school days where we practice hard for this song and the movements.. All this for a competition - Talentime..

Never Had A Dream Come True Lyrics (by S Club 7)

Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been (might have been)
all this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
CHORUS

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you,ooooh yea

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time (tiiimmeee)
And tomorrow can never be
Cuz yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering(or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might of been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways
to let you go

CHORUS

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream
That fills my head, (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will)
Oh baby
You'll always be the one I know
(I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

CHORUS

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be
With you

Today, i found a new meaning to this song.. :)

My Russia Dream~

2010-08-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

Welcome back to reality once again..

I am back from my Russia Trip.. A trip of the "Beginning of Trust" where a place you can trust all the people around you. Everyone is so friendly and nice. It's like a dream that i won't to wake up from. :(

I get to stay in a cottage of a villager who happens to be the village doctor.. She is very nice to us, cook supper for us every night and treat us just like her daughter.

One of the most emotional part of this journey in Russia is when we take the train back to Moscow. The campers make the effort to come to the train station to send us off. When the train is leaving the station, they ran and continued to wave to us until they can no longer ran or till the end of the station. Having the thought that i will never see them again in one whole group, my tears just flow down my eyes.

Language was a huge barrier in the first place. Body language is still the best tool!! hahahaha.. Cos i was lost in the train, i forgotten which cabin i came out from and the ticket was not with me at that moment. Luckily, the train conductor is very nice because she recognise me as a foreigner. She bring me back to my cabin.

I guess i will never get this experience anywhere else except there.. A police car is always around in the premises of the camp. When we leave to another destination, the police car will be in front of the buses.. And the best thing is when the night falls, there is no road lights in the village that we stayed. For our safety, they asked the policeman driving their police car to send us back.. It's way too cool!!! hahahaha..

And i trekked up and down a village with a total distance of 16km!!! Longest distance since i walk in years in a day!! So proud of myself!! Can you believe it?? I walked 16km!!! But of course, i do complaint a little.. hee hee..

And another thing that i manage to overcome is that i am not longer afraid of dogs as i used to be.. I even touch and play with them.. Bring it on!! I even played with a Husky!! OMG!! I am Winner!! hahaha..

Great experience i had in Russia, i will love to go back for next year's camp on "Way to Love"..

2010-07-03T11:50:00.004+08:00

Everyone have it's good days and bad days..

Staying alive everyday is a blessing? or is it a suffering? Living for the sake of living.. Working for the sake of working.. Main purpose is to earn money to repay the study loans to my parents. Not for that, i may b long gone.. ( if i got the courage.. but i'm a coward..)

Wish that i can fall aslp and nv wake up.. Best way for me to be gone forever..

Hate the way i feel, still struck in my own world somehow in someway.. Don't question me why.. I won't have an answer.. May b there was no closure.. Just may b..

Dying within..

Russia, Russia.. Hahaha..

2010-06-16T03:07:00.006+08:00

i am so going to Russia in this August.. Yippee.. Will be attending a youth camp there for a week.. It's like a dream come true.. I have never been to an ang mo country before.. And always wanted to go there.. So i am very excited abt it..

Anyway, there's is this thought at the back of my mind.. Question: Why can't a guy n a gal be purely friends?? If they are going out together.. Is tht considered a date? Why can't it be a hang out session or catchup session?? Haiz.. Somebody, pls give me an answer.

Watever it is, i think it's my fault to give u a gimplise of hope where there is none.. Haiz..

The Meaning of True Love?

2010-06-12T11:58:00.001+08:00

Every person will need to find four people in their lives.

The First person is you. The Second person is the one you love most.

The Third person is the one who love you most. And the Fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most. When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn't love you. The one,who loves you most, is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time. Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him,If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride. If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive, if you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin.

But the moonlight still shines upon U.

In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in your life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad. You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him. If he can't change to become what you like him to be,you don't love him anymore. When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, you only know that no matter when and where,good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, and not always be on the receiving end. Being away from each other is a type of test. If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.

Real love will never become hate.

~got this from a friend's fb note~

i think i am crazy.. Muahahaha.. :P

2010-06-02T21:35:00.001+08:00

Wah kao.. I think i must be siao to think of what i was about to do just now.. May b i m too free to think of making tht call.. I think i am a champion by myself.. Muahahaha..

After putting myself in other's shoes, i give up tht thought cos i won't want tht to happen to myself either.. There may b karma if i really make tht call. Although, i come in peace and mean no harm. Hahaha.. I just wanna do some catchup and not loss touch with ppl tht i know for yrs.. :(

Well, it's just ramdomizm..

time to go for bed..

2010-05-31T13:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it will be nice if you just put me to sleep. Leaving this reality.. And i'll be living in another peaceful world of my own.. :)

Pleasant Surprise..

2010-05-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

I started this morning with a pleasant surprise. My colleague bought MacDonald's Egg McMuffin for me and some colleagues as breakfast. So sweet of him.. It is so called "爱心早餐". It has been quite some time since someone bought breakfast for me. (but not only for me la.) Anyway, Thanks for making my day!! :)

My allowance is almost dried up le.. Now, i "吃草" almost everyday.. Can't wait for my payday.. First on my Shopping list: Osim uSqueeze for my legs.. I also will like to meet up with my friends and enjoy great dinner with them.. Missing Caryn & May.. It has been some time since i last see them.. Miss the uni days.. :(

Last but not least, i am enjoying my life now with great colleagues and meeting "Interesting" people everyday.. Stay positive is the way to live my life now..

Just another day.. Love to be alone..

2010-05-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

It just any other day, a random day.

It feels great when a guy commented that i looked beautiful yesterday. But i will always wonder if he just want to strike a conversation with me or getting my attention? The reason being i don't agree with what the person says. Because I feel that i am not a beautiful gal. Or why am i beautiful for a day only?? hahaha..

Today, someone told me he feel that i am that kind of gal who is the type where the longer you look at me, you will find me beautiful.. -___-"' (my reply to him is "you are not the first one who says that to me.." hahaha..) But still i have no confidence in myself on that aspect.

After work today, i went to SweetSpot to buy a slice of cake. But in the end, it became a treat from my colleague who said he just won some $$ from his shares. Very generous of him, i feel. I brought the cake back and share it with my brother. It is always sweet to share a chocolate cake with someone.

On my way back, i usually took a bus from property to Tanjong Pagar Mrt station. Tanjong Pagar is a place near my several of my previous workplace. Somehow, i was hungry and i miss the food over there. So, randomly i walk into the stall and bought my dinner. I had my dinner alone in that little shop. And i enjoy the peace and yummy soya chicken rice with green tea alone. The feeling is special, something different. Eating at a place where it is usually crowded during lunchtime and very quiet during dinnertime.

Sometimes, i really question myself. Am i really for a new relationship if there is someone after me? But sadly there is no one after me now.. :( hahaha.. Anyway, the thought of starting to know the person and his family all over again just set me aside. Will i ever be ready?? hmmmm..

It's the little things that people do which make a difference..

2010-05-10T19:49:00.003+08:00

Today, my shift manager did some sweet little things that i really appreciate it alot.

Firstly, we were complaining that there were no more drinking water for us. He try to look for them but they were out of stock. So, he went to the convenience store to buy several bottle for his staffs on his own account. Because, it is still unsure whether he can claim the money back.

Secondly, we were complaining that one of our counters was very warm ever since it was open due to the design and was quite stuffy there. He took effort to purchase a standing air-cooler on his off day (which was yesterday) so that the staff can have a better working environment at the counter. Poor guy got to carry the air-cooler from suntec to property. But it was very nice and thoughtful of him to do that for the sake of his staff.

Lastly, i feel that it is the sweetest thing. Me, myself was the one who complaint that the working area is a bit dusty as my hands are a bit sensitive to dust. I was already starting to scratch my hands at the counter and he saw that happening. He ask me why i was scratching my hands and i complaint that it was dusty as my hands start to itch. He agreed with me and mention that he will get something for us to clean the counter. And he went off. Shortly, he return with a pack of antiseptic wipes. Again, it was on his own account.

I just feel that he is a very thoughtful person and really take care of his staff''s welfare. It is very nice to have such shift manager around. I am happy to work with people like him.

Sadly, he is attached. hahahaha.. :P

Everyday is a Brand New Day!!

2010-05-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

I'm meeting all kind of interesting people everyday with this job. Everyday is a brand new day with a surprise in the office. Today is the 8th day of opening and we had ice-cream as dessert for lunch. And balloons all over in the team dinning room where we had our meals.

I am now looking forward to the arrival of each day. There is always something new, something to learn from each and every incident.

There is always a reason why things happen the way there are. And why some people stay in your life and why some don't. No matter what i'll just take it as a learning journey for me to grow.

There was once that i really hate for what you had did to me, that stupid call! But now, there is only blessings to you both. Because i now believe in loving someone is to see the person being happy. I am now happy because i had seen you moved on and found someone that you loved. With the fact that i remembered the smile on your face when you were with her on the day that i last met you.

I am now moved on for my future. Seeking a true love for myself. So, now where is my better half? hahaha..
Any recommendations?? :P

Take A Bow

2010-05-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

Take A Bow lyrics

Songwriters: Eriksen, Mikkel Storleer; Hermansen, Tor; Smith, Shaffer;

Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.

Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and Take A Bow, ohh ohh.

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,
This just looks like the re-run,
Please, what else is on.

And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

And the award for the best lies goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,
Let's hear your speech out,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.

But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

Wat a day?!

2010-04-19T22:51:00.001+08:00

Life is just like a roller coaster.. There is always ups and downs.. You never know what happen tml which makes life even interesting.

Well, today is just a interesting and random day. If anyone could have told me, i guess i would be as shock. I was put into to a shock mode for a while on the first encounter. It's even better to shock me twice in a day. Is this consider fate too? I guess so. Ha~

Finally, it's really time to put everything to an end. I once told a friend if this will to happen, i will confirm move on immediately. And great! it happens.. Right in front of me!! TWICE!!! I really wanna find a place to scream it out loud.

Everything just seems so fake, like a dream but it's the reality. How great is tht?

Well, life still goes on..

My shift manager just called, my schedule change again.. Tml work in the morning shift tht starts at 7am.
Time to go to bed and throw everything behind. Nitz.

2010-03-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

Finally, i can feel that i am back on my feet liaoz.. After some stuff that i did to vent my frustration, i felt so much better. Well, if not for that stupid call, i would have been on my feet earlier.. Damn that call!! Anyway, moving on..

Training is a boring thing.. But it's the people that make it fun.. People are generally very nice and i love the postive culture. It make me feels great everyday. More gatherings are coming up and i am looking forward to it. N my birthday.. Woohoo.. Tml there will be a informal gathering with the whole dept, can't wait to network and know more abt them. Plus, it's payday tml.. Super short of cash now, in need of the pay!!

The past 3 weeks of Saturdays were crazy.. Cos i was awake for more than 24 hrs.. Madness!! Got to change this habit liaoz. Super tiring de lor..

That's all for now. Ciaoz

当你离开的时候

2010-03-09T18:01:00.005+08:00

I was alone in the bus on my way home ysterday after having dinner with cy and kenny. A song sang by Tanya Chua was played over the radio. Suddenly, there were many images running through my mind. The past, the present and abt a dream that i had a few days ago.

My training had finally started. But the exact job scope was not what i had expected. Well, everything got to start from ground level. It feels like going back to school for lectures again. And in just 2 days later, we will be tested both in written and practical format.. OMG!! Everything is fast forward.. I am excited to face the challenge!! Bring it on!! hahahaha..

蔡健雅当你离开的时候
作曲:蔡健雅填词:蔡健雅

只能低著头发呆　
让回忆渗透脑袋
渐渐变空白

把他当作个意外　
但内心还想不开
因为我明白　
其实你都还在

我想起了遇见你的时候
想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手　
我闭上眼

想起当时你怀裏的颤抖
似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有　
当你离开的时候

我可以装作已释怀　
他对我也算关怀
他看不出来

我知道这样不应该　
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖　
因为你一直在

我想起了遇见你的时候
想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手　
我闭上眼

想起当时你怀裏的颤抖
似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有　
当你离开的时候

我想起你亲吻我的时候
想起你眼神中的沈默
我想起了我们平静的分手
我闭上眼

想起当时你美丽的承诺
把你整个心都交给我
然而到後来我什麼都没有　
越是没有你　
越是心痛

我想起了遇见你的时候
想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手　
我闭上眼

想起当时你怀裏的颤抖
似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有　
当你离开的时候

That's all for now.. Ciaoz..

test blogging on mobile device..

2010-03-06T04:02:00.006+08:00

I am trying to blog with my mobile phone.

Reason being: my wireless modem is officially dead. One of the options to blog is first going online by using my smartphone. So, here i am trying out this method called mobile blogging.. Ha~

I guess it works.. :)

Tht's for all now. Ciaoz..

I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat

2010-03-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat
Written by Colbie Caillat, Kara Dioguardi and Jason Reeves
Album: Break Through

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

(*Love her voice!!* Nice song!)

Long Saturday..

2010-03-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, Long day!! Was awake for more than 18 hrs..

In the morning, i went for the community service work at Serangoon CC. It was the lucnheon with the elderly. I was the game master, my first time being a game master on stage. I was super nervous and my hands were cold during the first game session. But it got better when the second game was played. I was happy that the elderly enjoyed the games that we prepared for them. I was surprised that they were pretty excited during the game sessions. Everything went very well as planned. Gd job done!

After the luncheon, i went down to Alexandra hospital to visit mx. She was warded due to dengue fever. Stupid Mosquito!! Poor gal, she looked very weak and have no appetite. Nash, Qian and myself got to stare at her and make her eat more during dinner time. Hope she get well soon.

Then in the evening hours, i met up with caryn n may (BFFs) at orchard. We had a great meal at Billy Bombers, my first time eating there. Verdict: food not bad. ribs worth a try! Then we walked down orchard road and enjoyed a session of "Sound like Saturday" performance. Love the music! After the performance, we went to the coffee bean and tea leaf at ION orchard and chill out. I enjoyed the time spending with them just like the good old days during uni.

Today, cy n me went down to visit her in the afternoon. She looks slightly weaker than yesterday. But during the evening hours, she looked better and she ate more than yesterday for her dinner. Faster get well!! I guess, i will be dropping by tml again to check out on her and make sure she eat more!! hahahahaa..

Below is a nice song from 羅志祥-愛不單行. Enjoy!

That's all for now. Ciaoz.

2010-02-25T12:39:00.002+08:00

I have this habit of keeping flowers. Meaning: i will leave the fresh flowers to dry up and then keep it in a big zip lock bag for display. Those flowers can be keep for years.

Today, i finally had the courage or should i say that i have the time to throw away those flowers that he had given to me. Flowers from the 7Th anniversary and from last valentine's day. (*See.. they can be kept for so long plus no bad smell, amazing rite?*)

Well, i guess it's another step forward and i hope so.

Yesterday, i went down to shenton way to run some errands for my dad. I made the effort to go down during the non-peak hours to avoid the crowd. But still, i feel that there are more people in the MRT than before. (*b'cos ppl living in Singapore is now close to 5 million, no wonder it is crowded*)

Sometimes, i get irritated on the MRT when it is too crowded. Don't you? Hope they can increase the frequency of the intervals between the trains.

Later, i am going to AMK hub to make some purchase of prizes for the luncheon which will be held on this Saturday. This will be the first community service work after my poly days. I am looking forward to it as i will be speaking to a over 300 people crowd as a game master. I hope i can bring some fun and laughter to the elderly and needy families.

That's all for now. Ciaoz..

Malaysia Bai Nian Trip

2010-02-23T14:30:00.003+08:00

It's still Chinese New Year period. Well, my grandparents were Malaysian then and my great-grandparents were buried there. And my grandma's sister is still staying in Malaysia. On Sunday morning, we went to Malaysia to pay a visit to them. :)

One of my grand aunt has a garden behind her house. This was where we had some fun picking up fruits dropping from the tree. Back to Kampong style.. Besides, i have phobia for dogs. As usual, such places confirmed have dogs. It's super scary for me. But as long as they don't bark, I'm okie. hee..

Well, as you can see on this photo, it's my dad using some old school equipment to push the fruits and let them drop on the ground for us to pick them up.

LOok at my aunties and my mum busy picking up those fruits..

See them smiling away with their rewards.. hahaha..

That's farmer bing.. hahaha.. Just for photo purpose.. hee hee.. it's super hot lor.. And i don't wanna fed those hungry mosquitoes.. hahaha..

It started from putting them on their shirts. Then slowly moved to a flower pot. And finally to bags.. My greedy uncles and aunties..

There are more bags than what you see here.. I guess in total about 4-5 bags of such fruits..

Cute little puppies (2 weeks old only)

That's my grand aunt (91 years old) and my grandpa (88 years old)..

A vintage photo found at my grand aunt house. It was taken when she was 18 years old and was pregnant for 5 months. Can you tell from this photo? Unbelievable..

After the fruit picking session and some catching up session, it's was time to head back to Singapore.

While walking back to my dad's car, this was what happened. My dad was scratching his back like a monkey. hahaha.. Then, my mum went to help him. I wonder what has happened.

Then, i found out that there were leaves sticking on my dad's shirt. ha~ And my mum was helping him to remove them.

A closer look at the leaves. They were from that fruit tree. It's a way that it disperse it's seeds.

Well, that's all for the Sunday trip to Malaysia. Hee hee.. And not forgetting those ang baos that i collected.. :P

Recent updates: Went down for a meeting for the community service work yesterday. I was lost. Street directory not updated!! It make me lost my way. I wanted to go to Serangoon CC but it showed me the old Serangoon CC location which is now a temple. What's most scary? There's a big dog along the way. It was quite a quiet private estate. In the end, i was late for tht meeting. Haiz. Never trust the street directory again, i then found out that the CC moved 3 years ago. I will have to check from different sources next time. A lesson learnt here.

Moving on.. Finally, i finish watching the Korean drama - Cruel Temptation. Nice show. I cried on the last episode. opps.. hahaha.. Hopefully, no more late nights for me.. :)

Tht's all for now. Ciaoz.

It's totally Random-izm..

2010-02-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of Chinese New Year and I went to the Singapore Science Centre with my cousins from Thailand. OMG!! I cannot believe i went there. Hahaha.. Just for your info, i am still a chicken.. Never went to Body World's. This is because i am scare to see those body art pieces. I will be having those body images running through my mind before i sleep. Probably will be having nightmares over it. So, i choose to forgo that exhibition. Though, i know it will be a good one.

The last i went there was like back in secondary school days, roughly about 10 years ago. (Oh man!! I'm old!! Haiz..) There is alot of changes there, the exhibits have changed. There's an ECO garden where i found tree house. Interesting huh?

Apart from that, on the first day of CNY... I went out with some friends on a random road trip. First, we went to some makan place near Great World City. Then, we headed down to Henderson Waves and followed by West Coast Park with the help of my handphone's GPS. Amazing!! But it always lead us to a longer route. hahaha..

Other random stuff i did for the past 2 weeks, like a soccer session with my sec friends and his colleagues. Same thing here, the last time i remembered playing soccer was also back in secondary school days. Cannot believe it, i still can run and play soccer which i don't really know how to play it. hahaha. For me proving that i will run during the soccer session, Mr Warren Quek is officially Mr Warren Lim during the period of CNY!! Wahaha..

I think the most random thing of all is meeting my ex-colleagues from CPF board tht i didn't really contact for the past 2 and half years. We met up for a gathering. Amazing but true, none of us is doing insurance or MLM.. hahaha. It's a pure meet-up session. The reason why i am saying this is because usually when someone that you have not contact for quite some time. Randomly calls you up, it's usually friends who had went into the insurance or MLM industry. Sad to say that but that is what it first appear in my mind when my ex-colleague called me up.

And yar, one good thing that i am going to do is community service work. There is a luncheon with the elderly and needy families in Serangoon Area on 27th Feb 2010 (sat). Estimated timing is from 9am till 2pm. If anyone is interested to be part of this, pls test me by 19th Feb 2010. Thanks!

So this is more or less the Random-izm that happen to me. hahaha.. Pretty Random right?

My silly thoughts..

2010-02-03T23:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, i really wonder what duh~ i was thinking about..

Finally, i started my spring cleaning. I had lots of mix feeling cleaning up all the soft toys. Cleaning the gifts that he gave me in the past, thinking of the good memories we had. And also had the thought of putting them into a box.

Well, i confess.. I guess i have not totally got over him. Well, i had accepted the fact of breaking up on that very day. I also know the very fact that it will not be possible to get back together for whatever may or may not happen in the future, we will only remain as friends.

But the thing is it was a long relationship and it's about one third of my life spending time together. So, it's not easy at all to forget a man just like that. Because i am a human, not some memory card that i can press delete to erase all those memory. Ha~ It just takes time to let that feeling go away. It just take time.

I am happy now. For me, I am no longer in pain or misery. Knowing that he is safe and well. That's enough for me.

That's my thought for now.. Back to spring cleaning.. Ciaoz.

我很好, 那么你呢?

2010-01-31T23:30:00.001+08:00

王心凌 - 我很好那么你呢

夏天一个人的球鞋
能不能走到我们笑闹着的海边
海风吹过你的身边
变成一种想念在我的世界盘旋
天空已经哭了几遍我才渐渐明白
让自己了解了你的离开是爱
你的微笑姿态还是默默的存在(你~还~在)
在我心底某一块
不再是我们的还是要勇敢期待(爱~还~在)
我很好那么你呢想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开现在都能用微笑释怀
轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的
天空已放晴了几遍我才渐渐明白
让自己了解了你停止的是爱
你的微笑姿态还是默默的存在(你~还~在)
在我心底某一块
不再是我们的还是要勇敢期待(爱~还~在)
我很好那么你呢想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开现在都能用微笑释怀
轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的
我很好那么你呢想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开现在都能用微笑释怀
轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的

I am Happy!!

2010-01-24T19:12:00.004+08:00

I guess this is one of the most exciting week i ever had.

There are 2 "wow" in my outfit this week. These are what i will never wear last time. Stepping out of my comfort zone..

I wore a tube top!! hahaha.. (i was so scare that it will drop all the time. but i think i look good in it. Besides, i got a belt to secure it or should i say make myself feel more secure.. hahaha)
I wore a bikini!! (Went to Siloso beach with my sec sch friends on Saturday.. Finally got the courage and slightly slim enough to wear it liaoz. But still need to slim down further.)

Other happening things, i went for CNY clothes shopping with xiu n her cousin. I finally bought a dress for CNY. And i wore it and show it to my brother.. Guess what he said?? After many freaking years, he said that i am "thin".. OMG.. He is the one who always say that i looked fat.. And he said that i am thin.. Probably only in that dress. But still i am very happy. hahaha..

On Friday evening, i meet up with my poly friends. It's been some time since i last seen them. All of us are slimmer now. hahaha.. 3 of us are in the Singles club, 1 is a hot mama now and 2 of them have plans to get take the knot. (Total of 6 of us in the grp) I am happy for them..

On Saturday, it was the sun, the sand and the sea.. hahaha.. Went to siloso beach to have some fun.. Initially, xiu didn't want to take any photos.. She was hiding away from my handphone camera. In the end, she was the one who took the most photo.. Can you imagine that? hahaha..

Now, i am down with a flu with a nose that is running (running nose). Haiz. Sick for the second time in a month. Sianz.. It started with coughing on Friday, then cough stop on Saturday. Followed by running nose till now.. Hope i will get well soon.. Hee.

That's all for now. Ciaoz.

2010-01-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

On Tuesday, I wasn't feeling well. Had very bad abdominal pain, the type where i usually get during the time of the month but it wasn't time yet! Strange. So, i went to the polyclinic alone. Luckily i had my hand phone with me, spent like freaking 3 hrs there..

Like the function of my phone, it allows me to listen to the radio and surf the web. For that 3 hrs, i had 2 consultation by the doc of which one before the X-rays n urinal test and another when the results are out. And finally to collect the medicine.

During the first consultation, the doc press my tummy area to check where the pain area was. It was on my womb n bladder area. Worried of any infection in those areas, the doc suggest me to take a X-ray to see what's wrong in my body and an urinal test to make sure everything is okie. The doc mention it could also be a case of too much shit in my body that make my intestines to overwork causing the pain.

I also have complaints that the left side of my back experience numbness at different time of the day for the past month. So, i also did an X-ray on my back.

Then, i went to take the X-ray. This was the second time in my life that i took an X-ray. The last time round was a X-ray of my head. (I still have the film at home) It was because i got a lump at the back of my head. It was nothing but fats.. hahaha.. Still have it there through..

Well back to the second X-ray, i got to change into a blue hospital clothes for the X-ray to be taken. Kinda of interesting.. ahaha..

Then, it was the urinal test. They give me a bottle and ask me to piss in it.. Seriously, i am a girl. It's very hard to aim in that little bottle. Save u the details of how disgusting i did it. haiz.. Not a gd aim-er.. hahaha..

Luckily, when the results are out. Everything looks normal. Just that i saw alot of shit in my large and small intestines. I laughed when the doc pointed out to me all the shit that is in my body. The doc said "it's here, here and here.. it's alot of shit".. hahaha. My back looks normal too. Very interesting to look at my own body in the X-ray films.

Then she prescribed some medicine to improve my digestion. It's actually mediciation for constipation lor.. Diaoz. Can you imagine a person who LS 5 times on Sunday, has constipation on Monday? I don't understand. But never mind la. The main thing is i am well now. No more pain.. :)

Oh ya, thanks for all your concerns..

That's all for now.. Ciaoz.. :P

Online Kimchi Purchase..

2010-01-10T18:21:00.007+08:00

Yes, u never see wrongly!! I made a online kimchi purchase via Gmarket on Yahoo! I think it is damn cool la.. hahaha.

I made a purchase of 3kg kimchi so that i can have the delivery charge of $3 waive off.. Each kg only costs $8.. I think it is quite cheap.. The best thing is it is delivered within 48hrs to my house.. WOW!! hahaha.. Enjoying my kimchi now.. Anyone wants to try? hee hee..

CYN is coming in freaking 5 weeks time.. OMG!! So many things not done yet. Especially, cleaning my room.. Do not where to start.. Haiz.. Why do we have to do spring cleaning?? So troublesome!!

I need to do some shopping for my CYN clothes. Anyone free? We can go together to shop, preferably somewhere that sell cheap and good stuff.. hee hee.. Cos a bit budget la.

There seems to be a virus spreading in my office, quite a number of my colleagues got gastric flu. Poor thing.. I hope i can get the virus.. hahaha. so that i can slim down.. hahaha..

I went back to NP yesterday on it's last day of open house. Main motive is to catch up with my lecturers n friends. Side motive to get free food n drinks. hahaha.. It was a fun day and how i wish i was a student there again.. Miss those days..

Enjoying my favourite hotdog bun and bubble tea in NP library..

Besides the most happiest thing is tht one of the engineering lecturer asked me if i am an 'O' level student.. So happy!! I told my brother abt this.. He being an idiot told me this, "hahaha.. 'O' level student?? There must be something wrong with his eyes.. besides, it's almost 10 yrs ago.." OMG!! Stop reminding me tht i am old.. hahaha..

Some Random Photo: On 2nd Jan 2010 (last sat) We had a BBQ gathering and after that, cy, mx and me went to cq's hse to play Guitar Hero till the next morning.. So random and fun la.. hahaha..

That's all for now.. :P
Ciaoz.

Shoes..

2010-01-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

OMG.. this is madness.. hahaha..

I just went to repair 2 pairs of heels at Lot 1. It only took abt 10-15 minutes. While waiting for them to be repaired, I went into a shoe shop and bought 2 pairs of shoes! haha.. It's been sometime since i last pamper myself with shoes.. Super happy de!

I really enjoy my life now! I enjoy the freedom that i got now. Enjoying going out on dinner with my friends, cooking dinner at home with my dad. Having to spend more time doing some online shopping.. Enjoying disturbing others like my childhood friend, cy or disturbing my colleague together with my boss.

I think letting the feeling go away is a struggle but it's all worth it. I am a happier person now. I wish you all the best in whatever you do in the future.. :)

My appetite is starting to come back le. It's bad news.. Cos i wanna slim down some more!! hahaha.. New target for the yr: 48kg.. (Possible? hahaha.. i think highly unlikely to happen)

Chinese New Year is approaching in abt a month's time.. So fast lor.. So many things to do.. Hate the spring cleaning part, and the snacking-time which makes me fat and fall sick easily.. Love the Hong baos.. hahaha.. Ai yo.. Why we have to buy new clothes during Chinese new year? Super troublesome lor. cos cannot buy black color..

Tht's for now.. Got to go to bed liaoz. Nitz.

2009-12-31T18:42:00.004+08:00

It's going to be a new year soon.. Oh man.. Can't believe it.. Time Really FLIES!!

Say goodbye to bad 2009 n welcome Goodie 2010!!

Have been going out almost every nite be it for coffee sessions, gathering, dinners or partying.. Just feel tht i got alot of time to spare at nite. Better make myself accompany than staying at home drifting away..

3 weeks have pass.. Verdict: I have not been doing well for the past week. Did some crazy stuff but was worth a try.

Well, looking forward for more better days ahead.. And activities.. :)

It still hurts..

2009-12-16T22:38:00.005+08:00

It just hurts so much that i don't really wanna think about it anymore. Through, i am still doing little silly thing which is all i can do now.

I don't know why, i am not crying at all now. Is this normal or i just been able to hold it all back.
I don't know whether i will cry it out loud. And if i do, i am very sure it'll not stop for at least a few hours.

It's just time to let everything go, no more fear or worries for the future. It's all just peaceful inside. Probably i'll b better off like this?

It's only been a week and i feel that i made so much progress as compare to 4 yrs plus ago. So much so that i couldn't believe myself. I took abt 3 months to move on last time. How long will i take this time?

Jia you!! I can do it de!! :)

Stronger than yesterday~ hahaha..

ST701 Property Review

2009-12-14T10:59:00.001+08:00

Advertorial

It is roughly about 2 weeks ago that i received an email from Advertlets to do an review on ST701 Property.

Here it is my very first sponsored post!

Well, i had went to the website and i find it very user friendly. Here are some of the reasons why you should use the website to search for property in Singapore.

1] The traditional method to search for Singapore Property is to flip through the newspapers which usually are in very small prints and without any photo.You have do a manual zoom-in to the property that you are looking for. The worse thing is you will get your fingers dirty with all the black watermarks.

For example, if you are looking for a Singapore HDB in Jurong area. You can find a property by just making few selection and you can automatically narrow down to the specific location and the type of real estate that you are looking for.

And if you register as a member, you can keep track of the real estates that you are eyeing for. (Also by just a click on the "heart-shaped icon")

2] With newspaper, you can't really compare the specification side to side. Unless you take the effort to write them down manually or to cut them out and compare side by side.

The convenience of ST701 property is that you can comparison by just a click on "Tick and Compare Now". It will show you all the specification of the properties that you have selected. You can compare not just 2 properties side by side but 3 in one view. And of course, you can click as many as you want. I have tried up to 7 properties and it works.

3] It is so simple to register with ST701 Property. I only took at most 3 minutes to sign up which that includes activation. And i can now get the latest updates and keep track my future dream home.

So the next time, i am looking for a Singapore real estate. I will definitely go to http://property.st701.com/.

And if you are looking for a property in Singapore, try searching for your dream home there.. :)

New begining..

2009-12-10T10:08:00.003+08:00

Finally, all has come to an end, a 8 yrs plus relationship.It is not easy at all. But I felt relieved in a way that i am no longer put in misery of wondering what is going to happen to us. Looking back, i have no regrets cos i did what i could do.

Now, I'm looking forward to a brighter future now. With new job, new yr ahead, with new hp. hahaha. And new found freedom.

I was surprised by myself on the way i handle the whole situation. I am not crying anymore. (*or lesser). hahaha. Even through, it still hurts. I have accept the fact cos i strongly believe in "Fate". And our fate together has ended. Probably mine is with someone out there.. :)

My boss just invited me to their Annual Dinner n Dance which at Pan Pacific Hotel on next Thursday. Plus Christmas is coming, there is a gift exchange with my colleagues on the 24th. What's best, they are going to do a jacket for all the staff and i can get one!! i am just a temp for a month plus and i am getting all these.. woohoo.. So gd rite? i know.. hahaha.

That's all for now. Back to work.. :P

My Record Breaking of 19hrs being awake!

2009-12-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was one of the very rare day that i manage to be awake for 19 freaking hrs!!

I woke up in the morning ard 8.30am to prepare myself for the JB trip with my ex-colleagues from DB. It was great fun! We had a delicious paper wrapped herbal chicken for lunch. And shopping at Jusco (hope i didn't get the name wrong), a huge shopping mall where i happen to meet my poly lecturer with his 6 month old baby. The world is so small!! haha.. Anyway, it's not the first time i happen to meet someone overseas randomly.

Then we went to some weird area to have some Go-Kart fun. The kart was a little small with my butt just nicely fitted in and it vibrates quite a bit when it's at full acceleration. But it was shiok with 10 mins of driving! It's was like a messaging session for my butt more than a driving session. ha~

After the go-kart session, we went to have a seafood dinner. We had chilli crab, black pepper crab, cereal prawn, crispy fried fish and others.. It was super nice but a little oily. The best thing is that my ex-colleague went to reserve us a VIP room. A big table with 15 of us sharing it.. And of course VIP like treatment!

We were pretty lucky when we depart Malaysia and come back to our homeland. It took only like 30 mins to reach Singapore as there is no jam at all.

After the JB trip, i meet up with xiu and qian. We went to KTV till like 1am. This is the second time that i manage to sing so many songs. Love ya, ladies!! Thanks to warren, we had a rental car to drive around. And we had a road exploration around northern part of Singapore. Opps.. Hee..

When i reach home, it's abt 3am le.. Then took some time to clean up and it was 3.30am liaoz. A whole day of fun and madness!! It was great and i really enjoyed myself.. :)

Kitty Lab and Re-painting day!

2009-11-28T08:01:00.007+08:00

Finally, i went to Kitty Lab! The whole idea was to create a Kitty of you very own by playing the games and choosing the parts of a kitty. In the end, you will create a kitty of your very own with it's unique personality. It was fun but everything happen to fast that i created a Rock Star look alike kitty. The games was like 10 secs each and the choosing of the Kitty parts was like 5 secs. Thanks xiu for accompanying me there.. Very random, i know.. hahaha.. And we both got a good citizen badge for completing the games within 35 mins.

Ticket Counter at Kitty Lab (Expo)

Actually we completed it within 15 mins but stay ard to look ard till it's close to 35 mins. The tickets is at $35 on weekdays, it is like $1 per min in there lor.. A little expensive la. Luckily, i got GV tickets from Jasmine and got a discount via online purchase which make my ticket price to be at $30.50!

Me Outside Kitty Lab. (Photos and Video recording is not allowed inside)

After the Kitty Lab, we went to Aljunied to eat Dim Sum. It was delicious but i guess we order too much for 2 persons who can't really eat alot nowadays. We eat until we wanna vomit lor. Super full de.

Me with the Delicious Dim Sums!

That's xiu! Look at her face!! hahaha..

Then, we randomly called up cy, aaron and wt for a meet-up aka "coffee session without coffee" near jurong point area. Usual hang out chit chat place. Aaron and cy was making balloon sculpture for us.

Yesterday, today and tml will be re-painting day for my house. We hire an uncle who have 30 years of experience to paint out house. He is super efficient la as finish painting 3 bedrooms in just one day from 7am till 6pm!! If it's me, I think i will take a few days to so. He is super pro de lor..

The bad thing abt it is that we got to move our furniture so that he can paint the walls. The dust accumulated for 10 yrs is not as thick as i imagine. Hahaha.. At least, i did some spring cleaning for the new yr for now. I guess it will be a better yr for me in the coming 2010.. hahaha. Because i just vacuum away my 10 yrs of accumulated dust behind my furniture. Bad Luck all go away!!

Plus, one thing good abt technology! The paint is not as smelly as before.. It's less odour. He is now at my place doing the rest of the painting. While my brother is suppose to wake up and open the door for him, he is well asleep!

Besides, i finally bought a new phone online. It's at $0 after my handset trade-in. Got a Nokia E71 for myself, i know i know.. Nokia E72 is already out in the market, but i prefer the E71 model.. haha.. I will get to see my new phone tht is deliver to my house on next Thursday. Yippee!! New phone, new beginning.. Random things~ haha..

I can pass everyday happily if i chose to do so and i am doing it!! I'm proud of myself! Hee.. Buying a new phone really feels gd! :P

That's all for now. Ciaoz!

2009-11-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

I hate this phrase!! "I Don't Know!!" hahaha..

I only want to know whether u still love me. That's all. No need for explanation.
This is not an open question. Only a "Yes" or "No" answer is required.

Let me know when u know your answer.. Thank you very much!! :)

2009-11-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I have dinner at Qian's place with have a delicious dinner! Really enjoyed myself there.. I am looking forward to the Kitty Lab at Expo tml.. Will be going with xiu after work.

Third Day at work and i am sick of it.. Feel like quitting liaoz but no $$, so i have to stay on for another month.. So far, the colleagues are pretty nice. It's just the work tht i do is boring.. :)

Just now, randomly i called him up. Was feeling bored and can't go to bed.. (tht's y i am typing away here, just ended the call no very long ago..)

In the mist of talking with him, suddenly i become a little emo.. Luckily, i controlled my emo or else it will be another nite of crying. (after many days of stable emotions..) Ha~

Well, is everything going too peacefully between both of us? Am i worried of the outcome? OF COURSE, I AM!! But wat to do, no choice de.. Got to face it sooner or later.. Sianz arh.. Sometimes, really wish tht i can sleep and just die off.. It's the best way to end life.. Dun worry, i won't die so easily de. Still got to pay back my parent money first.

Anyway, It is true that before every storm, the sea will be very peaceful? Is this wat it's going to happen?

For now, I am not really feeling anything now with the fact that he is still my bf. At least he still is my bf. All will then come and haunt me down if the cold hard truth is out. (the worse outcome)

Ai ya.. At the moment, i am not so worried as it is an either this or that answer until that very day. I am living now as if nothing is happening or at least try to. (trying to bluff myself? ya.. Trying very hard..) I have not been seeing him for more than a week. Missing him so much!! But there is nothing i can do to meet him.. I don't want to see him unless he got an answer, if not i will be emo in front of him again. I hate the emo me facing him. Making me so weak..

Well, Still hoping for the best.. Wish me luck!! :)

2009-11-23T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today, no more LS or fever le.. Yeah!! And my appetite is coming back. Gd news but i wanna slim down!! hahaha..

Went to office today.. First day of temp, half day doing nothing much.. Rest of the day, doing research.. I guess it will be quite a boring job and no job = no $$! So have to work lor. Sianz..

Looking forward to tml dinner!! Yippee!! :)

Random Outing..

2009-11-22T15:20:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i wasn't feeling well. Was having a slight fever in the afternoon and thus didn't went for dance and also the clubbing session with my friend. (Anyway, LS 3 times today le.. haha..)

Well, at night i felt better and xiu called me up to ask me out.. Very Randomly.. hahaha.. They came over to pick me up and then we ask warren out too.. We went to Bottle Tree Park, then to Changi Village to see Ah Gua and finally to Changi Airport.

We reach Changi Airport at abt 1am.. Surprisingly, Burger King serve their breakfast menu at 1am!! While Mac serve theirs at 4am.. hmmm.. We had our "Breakfast" there and then walk walk ard..

Quite fun b'cos we are doing random things like playing at the playground for kids aged 2-5 yrs old.. And ask them to push me ard in the trolley.. haha.. Warren took a video of it.. So funny..

Well, to be frank to myself, i am not longer emo. Cos i think i don't have to and there is no point to do so.. Was pretty emo then probably because it's the time of the month.. hmm.. I guess so ba..

Anyway, looking forward to my temp job that starts tml, dinner on Tuesday at Qian's hse and finally Kitty Lab on Thursday nite.. But Not looking forward to the painting of my hse on Friday, Saturday and Sunday cos got to be at home and moving my furniture ard.. Sianz arh..

Anyone wants to help me to move the furniture on those day? Pls drop me a msg.. hahaha..

That's for now.. Ciaoz.

2009-11-20T16:45:00.004+08:00

It's kinda of weird feeling. I am numb now. No more tears when i tell my close friends of what had happen. In fact, i don't really feel anything when i am writing this down.

Am i trying to escape the reality or is because i have accepted the fact that this relationship has change and is not the same as before?

I don't know how i feel now. Knowing the fact that is 50-50% of what is going to happen to us seems to be a very scary thing for me initially. But now, i really think that if our fate is up. Then, there is no point to stay at the same point forever. Why make ppl ard me worried? Why do i have to cry till my eyes puff up till my double eyelid is gone? If our fate is still there, then it will be great cos i still love him deeply.

I make my own choice how i shd live my life be it happy or sad, it is a day. Why not live it happily?

For now, i just have to wait for the final decision to be made. I had given myself a timeline on till when i can wait for his answer. And i had told him abt it. Hopefully, by then he can be able to make the decision rationally. If not, i dunno what will happen then.

I have accepted the worse case scenario and slowly trying to move on from now so it happens to be the worse at least i am prepare for it. If it turn out to be the better, then i guess i may even happier then.

Still hoping for the best through.. :)

2009-11-19T10:44:00.004+08:00

I spoke to xiu last nite abt the thing between him and me. We realised that there are many things in common between our relationship.

Now, i question myself abt since this has happen 4 yrs plus ago and i have been through this shit. And it is happening now again, not on my side but it happens to him. What makes me think that it will not happen again 4 yrs later. It really make me wonder now.

Once someone says that he don't know whether he still loves you, isn't it a sign that he is in doubt of his love for you? Why there shd be a doubt? In love, i think there shdn't be any doubt abt your love. Why is it so unclear?

Well, it hurts alot when i first got to know abt this. Reason being you know that the person that you love so deeply already has doubts on his love to me. Intially, i'll think of our pass meet-up on whether during that meet-up he still loves me or he is unsure. But now, i don't have to think so. Cos it's the past, why do i have to think so much? There's nothing you can do abt it now.

Now, i wonder is it time to let go? A part of me wanted so badly and a part of me is unsure and afraid of the outcome. No matter what we have been together for so long and been through alot of things. Plus the fact that everyone including my relatives know abt our relationship. How am i suppose to face them? I did that 4 yrs ago. Why make me face this kind of situation again? Through this is the last thing on my mind.

What about my parents? They couldn't sleep cos we break up the last time. And my dad even come in to my room to console me cos my mum was scare.. haha..

Do i still have to waste my time with him and let him make a decision that he may be making of the worse?

Is it silly for me to wait for him?

Mix Feelings..

2009-11-18T18:02:00.004+08:00

It's kind of a weird and mix feeling now whenever he calls me up nowadays.

A part of me is very happy to see his number calling. A part of me hates it when he calls. B'cos i dunno whether he call me b'cos he is concerned abt me cos he still loves me or he call me is b'cos of responsibility. I even asked him this qn, even though i know the answer will be "i dunno." And of course, tht's not the answer i want.

Well, heard this words from a show, "大的时候哭会比小的时候哭痛上100%！" It's very true. When we are young, we cried and we can forget about it very fast. It's b'cos when we cry, it abt little things. And when we play, we forget all abt it.

But when we grow up and get older, we cry for many different things, things that are very different from we are young. We consider many things and we remember things better. That's why it hurts more and you tends to cry longer as we no longer cry for small little things.

Well, yesterday i went to Warren's grandma funeral. After that, Qian, Xiu and me went for dinner at Bedok Town Centre. Suddenly it was raining very heavily, so we decide to walk ard as it will be dangerous for Qian to ride in such heavy rain.

Very Randomly, we decide to go n sing K. First time, only the 3 of us went singing. And it's also the first time, i sang so many songs during a KTV session. Proud of myself!! hahaha..

Well, i don't cry as much today le. Hopefully, it gets better. :)

2009-11-17T14:16:00.006+08:00

Well, i didn't sleep very well last nite. Was very emotional. Arrggghh.. I hate the me now!

I think i at most sleep for 2 hrs and went to sch to relief. This time got to wear specs to cover up my puffy eyes. The puffiest eyes i ever had.

An interesting fact that i discover today is that it was very puffy in the morning and it gets less puffy as every hr pass by. Ha~ It's half the size this morning.

Something that i thought i had all along is missing. The fear of losing it which so precious to me is tearing me apart. It is hard to accept the fact that it is so sudden and almost out of nowhere. It is so near yet so far away.

I really don't know how long i can take this. I don't want my parents or friends to worry about me. I told them a white lie yesterday.

It's the uncertainty that is really killing me. I don't know every call he make is b'cos he is worried b'cos he loves me or b'cos he thinks it's his responsibility. How i wish every call that he make to ask abt me is b'cos he loves me and not abt responsibility.

The more call he makes, the more i feel hurt. I want him to be genuine to me. I no longer want an "i dunno, don't ask me" answer.

Not only that, i am also worried abt him on what he is going through and worried that this will affect his studies.

To be frank, i didn't wanna let go of the hug yesterday. It feel so gd but it was so heartbreaking at the thought that it may b the last time i hug him as my bf. I love him so deeply that i think i care more abt him than for myself. I feel so helpless and sad that i can't even do anything to lessen his load but worse to add on and mix up his thoughts.

Love is so near yet so far. I thought 幸福可以很简单。真得可以吗？我现在不知道了！

我真得还很爱他的！可是他还爱我吗？我真得真得很想知道。

Live your life to the fullest!!

2009-11-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, some things unexpected on the way comes by.

Sometimes, it is cruel and hard to accept the fact. But in years down the road, you may feel that decision made then makes your life easier. Or you may regret the decision you made in the past.

Think carefully what you really want.

So, live your life to the fullest. Do the things that you want to do now, so u won't have to regret later.

Well, i did something that i think i won't regret later, at least for now.

What about you? Start today to live your life to the fullest! :)

I'm Fine Now..

2009-11-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

Hey to all that are concern of Ms Emotional..

I am fine now! Officially, okie!! I have sort out my thoughts le..

So, no need to worry about me anymore~

Thanks for all your care and concern.. :)

Love ya all..

Feeling better, i guess..

2009-11-13T00:40:00.004+08:00

After msning with may, i feel much better.

At least for now, i think i know where is my problem.

I think i cried because i feel sad and helpless. And have too much time.

Probably because of the incident that happen on wed that made me feel worse yesterday. Or maybe is the things he said to me after his birthday. I think so, or i guess so.

I can feel that he is in tremendous amount of stress. I felt helpless that i can't give him support that he needs. Or worse, i gave him more stress.

Actually, i started to cry a few weeks when i had a bad feeling that something wrong is going to happen. The best thing is i dunno what it is. Now, it makes more sense. It's probably a woman sixth sense.

What's making it worse is the coldness i received from him. I had similar feeling abt 4 yrs plus ago. I hate this kinda of feeling. Am i worried? Yes, i am. Worried abt him more than myself.

I hope he can less stressed up after his exams. And that things will be better then. I just have to hope for the best to happen.

For now, let just leave this alone. :)

Crazy me!!

2009-11-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

Today, my emotions are just like a roller coaster..

HATE MYSELF!! JUST HATE IT!!

I was feeling pretty down in the afternoon after my mum went to work. So, i get out of the house and went to the supermarket to buy some groceries for dinner. Usually, i am pretty lazy to go out since it's going to rain out there.

But dunno why with some force within, i hurried out and went to the supermarket. Shopping alone, i dunno know how much time i spend there.. Just walking randomly.

Come home and feel better after cooking dinner. While waiting for my soup to boil, i cried out of no where.. This is crazy.

Then i felt better after having my dinner and help to repair and make a few pairs of earrings.

It only feel better up till he made the call. I just went crazy.. As if i going to break down.. I know i shdn't cried over the line. I dunno why. I really dunno why.. It's all blank.. It sucks!!

What is going on with me? Arrrgghhh...

I hate my life now!

Sometimes..

2009-11-11T22:31:00.006+08:00

Sometimes,

i really hate myself.

i don't know what i am doing.

i don't know what is happening to me.

i think i got too much time to spare.

i wish i can die while i am sleeping.

i don't know what i really want.

i think i am too emotional.

i think i cry too much for nothing.

i fear for the unknown.

OR

may it's just that i think too much..

I hate this kinda of feeling!! Argghhh..

Feeling lost..

2009-11-10T09:54:00.001+08:00

I don't know what happen to me..

It's like when i was young, every night i sleep, my tears started to roll down my eyes.. May b for some reasons or no reasons.. It started to happen again, a few weeks ago.. Almost every night that i lay in my bed and prepare to sleep, tears roll down my eyes.. Am i crying? Sometimes, i really don't know.

For the few months, i am doing relief while waiting for my new job training to start. The school term is coming to end now, i will be jobless very soon. And the training is further delayed to an open date where initially it should start around this period. My parents asked me: "Is it worth the wait?" I really don't know.

At first thought, it was great to have a perm job secured. But now, it doesn't look so good as i am not being paid while waiting for the training to start. Plus, my bf and mum had voiced out that they are not very willing to let me work there. Thus, i am now asking myself, "Is it really worth the wait?", rejecting other job offers and waited for this job to commence.

Sometimes, i wonder if i had made the right decision.. Like in econs, the opportunity cost is always there.. Am i loosing too much in terms of time and money for this?

And also, sometimes i feel that i am insensitive to people around me, especially towards my boyfriend. Deep down, i know exactly what he is able to give and what he can't.. Probably better than anyone and even himself.. But i still compliant and ask for the impossible.. And always after asking those questions, i regret what i had said to him..

"Why do i have to do that?", I asked myself. "Why am i so mean?" "What do really want from him?" "Am i a good gf?" "Why didn't i spare a thought for him in the first place?" So Many WHY!!

Sometimes, i hate myself doing all these things and making all these decisions. I really don't know what i want! This is so irritating!! Arggghhhh...

I need to sort things out quickly or i have a feeling that i will go into depression soon.. ha~ Or will i?

My Bro on the newspaper!! So Proud!!

2009-09-23T21:12:00.003+08:00

My Brother is on the Newspaper called ZB Comma, a Newspaper mainly for secondary school students. I am so proud of him.. ha~ Do check his creations on this website: www.justusproduct.webs.com, It's Free for Download!! Try out your very first paper toy by simply printing them from the website..

My brother on the front page!! Wow!!

That's the online article..

That's all for now.. :)

"Moving Notes with Chen Wei Lian" Autograph Session

2009-09-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

Yoyo.. Just Attended Wei Lian's Autograph Session at Lot 1 Roof Garden (Level 5) with my brother, dad and relatives. (Must Give Support de la..) It is to promote his third album "Moving Notes". There were games that he played with his Fans like "Don't forget the lyrics", Songs sang by himself and finally the autograph session.

Well-printed Flyer given out by his Fans, "Blue Angels"..

It's Wei Lian singing his new song from his latest album..

Hee hee.. Taking a Chicky photo with his poster stand.. ha~

His Autograph session..

Then, it was my turn.. Ha~

There you go.. His signature and a special stamp from the event..

Me and my Dad!

The whole event lasted for 2 hrs. It was quite enjoyable. Will like to attend more of such session.. :)

That's all for now..

Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009

2009-09-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yoz, I went to Gundam Fiesta yesterday with my brother. One main reason because i can't stand the noise coming from the renovation of my block.. I wanted to take a nap but the noise is just unbearable! So, the best thing is to get out of the house! Where to? Gundam Fiesta!

The Fiesta is held at Compass Point, a long travelling journey for my brother and i. It's the 30th Anniversary of Gundam, so there's this fiesta. It not only have some exhibition of Gundam, there's also 20% discount for regular price products. (if i am not wrong abt the discount) Plus, there are also some event exclusive Gundam and one of them was the first to be release outside Japan. (How cool was tht? But was sold out already!)

Gundam Fiesta Singapore 2009

Huge Poster with many character of Gundam Series

The Overview of the exhibition Section

The Overview of the Activity Area and Sales Booth

Huge Model of Gundam (I think it's the same as the one that i saw at the Singapore Games, Toy and Comic Convention)

Another Huge Model..

Zhu Ge Liang Gundam (aka Kong Ming)

Zhao Yun Gundam (aka Zhao Zi Long)

Some Event Exclusive Models..

Another Zhao Zi Long Gundam (Limited Edition / Event Exclusive too!)

Another Event Exclusive Gundam..

Some Photos of the Exhibit Models.. (They are just model to me.. Don't ask me who are they or what Series they belong to.. Cos i am consider a Gundam Idiot. ha~) Showcasing them cos i think they look nice.. :P

Quite Cool with the accessories..

This photo looks like poster to me.. But they are models.. ha~

Another group of models.. And one of them are Not for Sale orh!

A model of their Hobby Centre..

The "blueprint" of a Gundam Model..

Prototype of a Gundam..

Uniform of the Hobby Centre.. (Looks like Cosplay Costume to me, Hee..)

One great thing about this Fiesta is that i have the opportunity to do my very first Gundam Model at the Gundam Model Kits Caravan! I have the chance to assemble my own Model Kit. The thing is that i was never interested to do one myself.. I always see my brother do it back at home. And my brother sign-up at the booth to do this activity.

It's an hour activity. I was thinking what i am suppose to do for that one hour at the mall.. Then, my brother says that since you are here, why not you try one.. Anyway, i have nothing better to do there too. Most important thing is that it is Free of Charge!! Ha~

The Activity Corner.. (adult session)

I was one of the very few girls in my session and i was the oldest among them.. I should have join the adult session instead lor. But anyway, doing it with kids are more fun.. Ha~

The Marker holder.. So nice..

Me assembling my very first Gundam.. Concentrating.. There are many some parts for tht model that i do..

There you go.. It's the complete model done by my brother.. It can have different pose orh~

Tht's the guy who help us during the session.. And the 8 years old kid sitting beside me.. He is a joker lor.. He keep dropping the model's head and then ask us, "Where is my Head?"..

Me being Chicky, replied "It's on top of your neck.. Ha~"

In the end, most of his model is done by the helper.. ha~ Poor Helper..

That's my brother putting colors on his model..

There you go, my very own model.. Completed with a sense of satisfaction..

Taking a photo with my own Model and the huge model.. (Can see my model on my hand?)

Last but not least, my brother made a purchase a one of these model made of recycled plastic before leaving the Fiesta. (We purchase the model on the right-hand side because the left-hand side model will only be available on Friday)

That's all for now.. :)

Just for your information the Fiesta will be on from 2 Sept 09 till 13 Sept 09 (if i am not wrong with the dates..) Do drop by if you are free.. Ciaoz..

Happenings in August!

2009-08-29T16:06:00.019+08:00

Hmmm.. It's been a month or so since i last blog.. Well, Warning First! This is going to be a long blog.. With quite a number of photos too.. Ha~

Firstly, I went to Mediacorp Studio for the recording of Don't Forget the Lyrics (Ep 11) starring Tan Wei Lian, Chai Chun Jia and Shi Xin Hui. It's not the first time in the Studio watching a recording. It's still fun and interesting to go there. You may see me on screen as an audience.. Ha~ (Quote from Auntie Lucy: So embarrassing!) Here's some photo taken then:

That's my Brother holding the admission ticket!

That's me!

The "Blue Ticket" to watch the recording..

A last take at outside mediacorp before we went for our dinner..

Then, it was 9Th August (Singapore's National Day)! As a typical Singaporean, i am considerate pretty Kiasu.. Since i couldn't get the parade tickets and I wanted to watch the fireworks with my family. Most importantly, i don't wanna squeeze with all the ppl. I made a reservation at Hotpot culture located at Marina Square roughly 1 month in advance to make sure i have a gd spot to watch the fireworks. Ha~

This year is the second time, I watch the fireworks with my family.. I really enjoyed the time that i spend with them. Plus, i got a special guest who agreed to come along for the dinner. It's my bf! I am glad that he agreed to come to have dinner with my family. And i guess this is the first time we all have dinner together. It mean alot to me! Thanks Dear!!

Our gd view!! Look it's the National Flag!

A group photo!!

My Bro and Me (In Red and White)

My Dad and Me!!

The Men in the Family!!

Fireworks!! Woohoo~

P.S. This is also the first time in many yrs that my dad took the MRT cos he usually drives his car. He behaved like a curious little kid in the train.. So cute~

Then, I went to the Singapore Toy, Games and Comic Convention 2009 on the Friday and Sunday of the event! It was so much fun with the cosplayers, lots of toys and games.. Plus i have a new favourite after the convention.. BLYTHE DOLL!!

There was this Dubbing Competition by Animax. And my bro n i went to give it a try at the convention.

Before going in.. Nervous!!

During the recording, i think i did a lousy job.. But it was a fun experience!!

My bro's turn.. Ha~

There were many cosplayers during this event. And i manage to take photo with some of them..

Am i cool or not?

Wolverine cosplayer..

"L" Cosplayer

I dunno their character but their costume sure look nice!

Another Cosplayer (Must be hot wearing that ard)

Jason Cosplayer

Maple Story Cosplayer

Then, there comes my new favourite!! Hope i can own a customized doll of my own one day.. Any sponsors? One customized doll will cost about SGD$600 and up! But a normal doll will only cost about SGD$220. Anyway, it will be an expensive hobby once i start to collect them.

And the first thing to the collection, their very own book on the dolls. I also have the honour to let the designer of the dolls from Japan to sign on my book.. She is a very nice person and even invited me to a opening in Japan.. The sad thing is that i don't have the money to go there at this moment.

That's us taking a photo.. :)

And then, below are all the photos of the dolls that i took during the convention.. Some of them are winning dolls from competitions.

A photo with the huge poster of Blythe Doll

Singapore Zoo is also at the convention to advertise.. They were selling the aminal plush.

Me~

When i was young, i used to own a number of the barbie dolls. These are collections.. So pretty!!

One funny photo that i took when i saw them in action..

I also wanna take one~ haha.. Acting cool!!

Star Wars Characters appearing at the convention as cosplayers..

But they are there for a gd cause..

It's for charity.. Take a photo with them and donate $$ to the Make-a-Wish foundation!!

Here's the charges..

And how can we leave the convention without taking a photo with the Star Wars Characters?? :)

Some other happenings in the month of August, i went out with my bro more than 3 times. I think this is the only period of time that we as siblings went out together. I enjoy the time that i spend with him and i know that deep down i will not have such a chance to go out with him or spend time with him in the near future. The reason being, he will be enlist to the police force and i will start my job training in end oct or early nov. Once i start to work, i won't have time to spend time with him..

I am a relief teacher for the past few months. I had the opportunity to go back to my primary to do relief for a day. Met up with my then teachers, some look older and some still as beautiful!! It feel good to go back there again..

On wednesday and thursday, i received a red pen and a flower from my students as teacher's day present!! Very sweet of them!! So i am a happy gal!! ha~

One last thing, i manage to sell off 2 pairs of earrings that i made.. So happy!!

That's all for now..

Ciaoz..

A Priceless Expression of a Little Boy in Love..

2009-07-28T21:42:00.002+08:00

I saw this video of this little boy who is in love with a girl on facebook from a link that my friend posted. He is such a cutie!! The best part of this video is his last expression!! His expression is simply priceless.. Take a look at it and you will definitely agree with me!!

Bingz out!

Clinique Prize Collection

2009-07-17T17:54:00.008+08:00

I was the Winning Voter for the Most Kissable Guy contest on Mediacorp Channel U then. As the winning voter, i will get to have a date with the Winner of Most Kissable Guy (Elson Soh) and $1000 worth of Clinique Product. I would say that i am just a very lucky girl..

I am very happy today as i finally went down to their office to collect the $1000 worth of Clinique products!! The staff was very nice and friendly. I will like to take this opportunity to thank Mediacorp Channel U for choosing me as the Winning Voter and Clinique for their wonderful products.

Below is a photo of the products that i had chosen.

Bingz Out!

Rock Band!! And my new creations..

2009-07-16T12:29:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, i went out with my ex-colleagues to St Games - Singapore's First Video-Games Cafe located at Novena Square 2.. I had fun playing the "fake" drums and guitar and pretending to be a rock band. ha! The games we played are Guitar Hero: World Tour and Rock Band (PS3 or Xbox 360 games). I quite like the concept there as i only paid $12 for a 2 hour game plus a piece of cake and a can of drink.. It's about the same cost as if i go for a movie but this have more fun to it..

Anyway, i got myself a blog shop sometime ago. I just posted up some other new creations. The ideas came from my brother's toys. One night, we were digging for some background for my brother to use for taking photo with his paper crafts. Then, i saw some mini parts that i can actually make them into earrings. Plus, my brother is no longer playing with them cos he is grown up already.. (*i hope so.. he is turning 21 this yr.. and looks like a sec student..)

So, here are the 3 new creations with his mini toy parts.. And they are definitely one of a kind!!

Recently, i am back to school to do relief teaching again. Ha! And if you are interested in any of the pieces at AllurRyn (my blogshop) , simply drop me an email at alluryn@gmail.com

Please kindly link my blog shop on your website by simply using the html code shown at my blog shop. There are 2 designs to choose from. Thanks for your help! Really appreciate it!! :)

That's all for now..

Bingz out!

Stupid things done by stupid ppl!!

2009-07-04T00:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i just wonder y some ppl are so persistent in some issues? Can't they be more flexible? Less Questions asked? Be more considerate to others? More mature in handling situations? Or they are just simple-minded?

At times, i agree that i may be such a person just like them and most of the time speak out faster than my brain process the situation.. In which, i may also hurt ppl's feelings and cause problem for others..

Bottom line is tht i am just irritated and disgusted by some of things that are happening these few days.. Or probably, i didn't have enough quality sleep that make me feel easily frustrated..

Sorry if i had said anything that i shdn't be saying or that i am not in the position to make such comments in the past few days..

Bingz out~

My new creations at AlluRyn..

2009-07-01T17:03:00.001+08:00

Hi Everyone,

I had just post up some new handmade earrings done by myself at my blogshop.. Do check them out!! Thanks!!

Bingz Out!

Wonder Baby

2009-06-24T13:10:00.008+08:00

I saw this video of this 4 yrs old who can dance like Wonder Girls the other day, here 2 videos that i saw on youtube.. Simply love her.. I guess i am becoming a fan of her le.. OMG!! I think i can watch her everyday and won't get sick of her.. Super Duper Cute~

Enjoy the video ba.. :)

Bingz out!

Wonder Baby and Wonder Girls!!

2009-06-21T03:08:00.008+08:00

Anyone who knows who WonderGirls are should watch this video clip!! This little girl who can dance like them is super duper CUTE~ OMG!! I simply love this video!! She is so amazing!!

Watch it and you will definitely agree with me!! Super Duper CUTE de lor.. Enjoy the Video!!

Bingz out!!

My Thailand Trip Aka Babysitting Trip

2009-06-18T21:27:00.013+08:00

I went to visit my cousins in Thailand on the 11-15 June 09.. Trip was sponsored by my uncle!!! Hee hee..

We set off very early on 11Th June as our first flight is at 6:30am!! Super duper early cos we have to check in 45 minutes before the 2hr 5min flight to Bangkok.. In order to reach my auntie house in Thailand - Udon, we got to take an hour of domestic flight from Bangkok..

That's my grandma who looks excited at the Bangkok international airport.. She is the reason why my flight was sponsor.. Cos mainly my job is to accompany her to the destination!! ahaha...

At the Domestic Check-in, this is also the very first time where i need to take a domestic flight to reach my destination..

That's me and my grandma in the aircraft..

My 3rd Uncle and my grandma..

That's my in flight meal..

It tastes quite nice though..

This Thailand trip is very different from my other trips to Thailand as this is the only trip that i did the least shopping - total hrs of shopping = 3 hrs (max).. As most of the time, i was at my auntie place playing, watching tv (which i don't understand the language - thai) and babysitting my cousin Mu Kun..

That's me and my 1 1/2 yrs old cousin (Mu Kun).. Isn't he adorable??

Mu Kun Playing with his toy cars..

Mu Kun Drinking his milk.. And i clip the hair for him.. Did it on purpose as he was too engross with the TV..

Mu Kun playing with his daddy..

On the second day in Thailand, we had our dinner at MK restaurant.. A place that i always go when i am in Thailand, they serve stream boat there with their special sauce that goes well with the food..

My Grandma and Mu Kun's elder brother: Mu Hui ( 7 yrs old)

Mu Hui And Me..

Super yummy roasted duck meat!!

The Stream boat feast that we had..

Even their tissue case is so cute..

On the third day of our trip, we went to a market place where it's very near Laos.. I can even see Laos from there.. So near yet so far.. Never been to Laos before.. I will go there someday.. Ha..

Me and the naughty Mu Kun..

That's the 3 of us.. We are cousins..

Mu Hui wearing my sunglasses..

It's a normal looking stall at the market place.. But they sell something that we don't have it in Singapore.. Or should i say cook in this manner..

Here's a closer look! Any idea?? It's Grilled Frogs.. haha.. They said it taste yummy!! But i dun dare to try.. I am fine with insects but not a whole piece of grilled frog..

That's Mu Hui.. Opposite the sea or river is Laos already..

Laos.. So near yet so far.. Wish that we all bought our passport that day, then we can go over lor..

Look how happy Mu Kun is!! So cute!!

A family photo..

Look at Mu Kun.. He looks like a girl in this photo wearing a pink top..

Mu Kun at the Udonthani Airport..

Wat are you looking at??

Y he look so blur in this photo.. hahaha..

One last take before we left the airport..

A photo with ah ma..

And then we check-in and return back to Singapore.. I miss them!!! They are so cute!!!

On the very next day that i came back from Thailand, i went out on a gathering with my poly buddies to celebrate Hui Ling's birthday.. And as usual, we will update each other on the latest happenings..

I am pretty shocked and also happy for 2 of my friends who are getting ROM this yr and getting married next yr.. Their future husband better come and befriend with us.. OR else.. Muahaha.. His wedding day.. He... Ahahahaa.. Die~

Anyway, i wanted to also share a photo below with you all of what my brother did..

Here's the before look.. It's Just a normal toy..

But after my brother put an iron man head (papercraft) on it..

It looks so funny.. As if the toy is holding it's heavy iron head.. hahaha..

That's all for now.. Blog next time..

Clinique Most Kissable Guy

2009-06-04T20:53:00.005+08:00

Hi hi,

Here i am back to blog some happenings.. When i was lazing at home in May, i saw the Clinique Most Kissable Guy ad that i have been pestering 71 to take part in cos the winner will get $2000 worth of clinique products.. And i also believe that he had what it takes to be the Most Kissable Guy.. Too bad, he didn't wanted to take part..

Then, me myself went to vote for One of the Top 3 contestants : Elson Soh (cos i think he is the most handsome among the 3 of them).. The reason being i can win myself a date with the winner of the competition and also $1000 worth of clinique products..

I was really just trying my luck to vote for him since i am free at home (*jobless*).. And i thought i won't be so lucky to win that prize de la.. ha!

Little that i know, when i receive a unfamiliar number that called my mobile as i thought it may be some agent who called me for some interview for a job.. (* I am currently still looking for a job.*)

It's was Mediacorp who called me up!! And the lady told me: "Congrats, you are the winning voter for the Clinique Most Kissable Guy!".. I was shocked and surprise!! In my mind was thinking, how can i win?? I only voted once.. Just Once!! I am one Super Duper lucky gal to win the prize lor..

As for the prize, i had a nice lunch date at Dallas located at boat quay with Elson and the whole crew and his manager plus his fan club's president and vice-president..

Here's some photo of the filming that day.. The commercial will be aired soon. Let me know if you see it on Channel U..

The Director and crew setting up the camera.. I think so..

The make-up artist who make me look pretty that date!! (That's Elson back view getting his make-up done)

That's my delicious meal for filming.. Super Duper nice, even when it's cold.. And of course the cute little bear with the rose..

That's my yummy Chicken!!

That's elson (the Winner of Clinique Most Kissable Guy 2009!!)

That's us!!

A photo with the cameraman..

A group photo during our lunch..

Another take before we leave the nice place..

I got a flower and a Single CD from Elson (it's only a promotional copy, not for sale), he's a recording artiste but has yet to release any albums.. Hope to hear his songs in the media soon..

That's all for now.. :)

My Blogshop (AlluRyn) has been created!!

2009-05-28T17:59:00.004+08:00

Hihi everyone,

In my last post, i mentioned that i am doing up a blogshop. And now is up with my latest creations of the handmade earrings.. So happy!! With the help of May, i manage to sell my first pair of earrings.

Please share with your friends on my blogshop. Thanks Thanks..

It's http://www.alluryn.blogspot.com/.. Check it out yo!!

Here's two of the creations. And there's more on the blogshop..

Another thing to share with you all, i will be going to a filming session on this coming Saturday at boat quay area and i am looking forward to it.. Cos i think it will be very fun.. Got free lunch!! ahaha.. And $1000 worth of hamper!! Yeh!!

That's all for now.. Do visit my blogshop!!

Bingz.

Creating a blogshop..

2009-05-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hi Everyone,

I am starting up a blogshop to showcase my creations of my handmade earrings. I will be posting up the creations very soon. So, pls help me spread the words and visit the blogshop soon.. :)

Thanks!!

Cheers,
bingz

Recent happenings..

2009-04-28T22:55:00.003+08:00

I was on leave from last Thursday till today to clear all outstanding leave. My working contact is ending in 2 days time.. Feeling a little sad as i will be missing my colleagues whom i worked with for close to 8 months.. They are very willing to teach me new stuff and not the back-stabbing kind.. It was a pleasure working with them.

Let me write down wat i had did during this period of break.

On last Thursday, i went to Malaysia to check the prices for photo shooting of the family photo (graduation type). I went in with my daddy in the morning and booked a day on last Sunday to take the photographs.. And also accompanied him to purchase a shirt for the photo shoot.. This my first time in my life seeing my dad wearing a proper shirt.. He look smart and round.. hahaha..

Last Friday, i accompanied my bf to his driving lesson.. While he was having his lesson, i went to visit my grandma who is staying near tht area. Initially, i juz want to pass her some of her favourite food and leave as it was her working hours in the kindergartens. Surprisingly, the school had an outing and it was her knockoff time when i went over. Thus, i ended up at her place. I help her to go through some letters and it was time tht my bf finish his driving lesson. I asked him to come over to my grandma place but he didn't want to do so. Reason being he didn't shave and look a little like "cast away" type.. But i guess he waited too long downstairs and decided to come up to my grandma's place. I was pretty happy tht he came up as i will like him to meet my grandma more. Cos the last time tht he meet up with her was ard 6 yrs ago..

Later the day, we went out for coffee with some of our secondary friends. It was a nice coffee session but many were too tired to stay for long.

Last Saturday, finally went for my making earrings course. I was excited as i always wanted to learn how to make a pair of earrings. And now i know how to make a pair of earrings myself. Very proud of myself.. And i had made 6 pairs of earrings up till date. I had a sense of satisfaction after each pair is done. Will show my little creations later.. :)

After the course at Chinatown point, i was prank ed!!! Arggghhh..
"Just For Laugh" programme is in Singapore!!!
I was ask to try out a new type of water.. And then, it turn out tht the water had a squid and lobster inside.. The water was super salty.. And i mean super salty.. The minute i saw the creatures, i was already guessing.. Is this gotcha? Little tht i know, it was "Jus for Laugh".. Oh man!! Then, i ask is this some sort of a show? And i am right.. There were 2 cameras, one in front and another at the back. Both hided in a black box like area..

On Last Sunday, I went for the graduation family photo shoot with my family. It was interesting and fun.. Most importantly, the cameraman is good-looking.. Muahaha.. And i love the photo tht my parents too.. Very well taken.. I will post it up once it is ready by the studio.
It was also the last day to return my reglia, so i drop by my grandma's place after the photo shoot to take a photo with her at her place. From the look on her face, she seems to be overwhelmed. She smile until her eyes were close.

Yesterday and today, i went out with my bf to purchase things for my new soft addiction.."Beads...." hahaha..

Today, while i meet up with a old primary school friend tht we had not meet up ever since primary school days.. She was working at Chapter 2 where my bf got his nice hair cut.. I was surprise to see her there. She had change alot from her looks and her confidence level for after working for 7 yrs.. I am impressed..

Here's my latest creations.. Not very "Wow" but least to say, it's my little effort in these..

That's all for now. Ciaoz.. Back to work tml..

Highlight of my 23rd Birthday Party!!!

2009-04-15T00:06:00.008+08:00

Ho ho... As per request by many ppl, Here's the highlight of the boiler room nite.. haha.. (71 is going to kill me on this). Tht "Malitda" sound effect.. Opps..

The very first time tht i see him so "ON".. Dun be surprise!! Enjoy.. hahaha..

Hope you have enjoyed it.. Ciaoz..

P.S. Let 71 see for himself.. Juz watch it and keep quiet. Shhhh... hahaha..

My 23rd birthday..

2009-04-11T15:43:00.005+08:00

10th April 2009 was a Good Friday. It was also my 23rd birthday.. (Omg.. Getting older.. Haiz..)

I had received many blessing and wishes from my friends and family. Thanks you everyone.. I really appreciate it!!

On 9th April 09, I had a surpurise birthday celebration with my another colleagues whose birthday is on the 11th. I thought that there will not be any cake for me in the office.. But surprise surprise, at abt 4 plus, one of colleagues ask whether i am free anot and grab me to the pantry.. Then, there were a group of my colleagues there with a cake. SO HAPPY to see tht!!

Later the day, I went out for a dinner with caryn, my bro and desmond at Vivocity sushi tei, the food was okie. And we headed down to St James' Boiler Room. It was planned and we made a reservation. Little tht i know was there was another surprise..

Initally, i asked my bf to come along. At first, he said okie. Then, he told me he couldn't make it cos his dad is coming home.

Then, i saw him at Boiler Room together with my batch of sec friends.. I was surprised to see them and i would expected them to come in the first place. I was also very touch and i believe this is the very first time that you guys gave me a surprise birthday party.. Really wanted thanks for all who had turn up that day, for ppl who had planned it and make it possible. And for those tht were invited and couldn't make it, it okie.. :) The most impt thing is tht i really enjoyed myself on tht nite.

Thanks for all the drinks huh.. Luckily, got training before.. haha.. (It was the first time tht i had such a varity of drinks at one go.. ahaha..)

Hmmm, all had upgraded to become gd liers huh? Especially, 71!! (** Idiot!? **)

By the way, photos have been uploaded into facebook and Tag.. So, go and view those moments.. haha..

Here's something tht is not on facebook. And i am happy tht i got a bf tht is such a great sports..
(Hope this will remind 71 of tht very moment he had.. hahaha.. Dun kill me. okie?)

That's all for now.. Thank you everyone!!

Difference between Man and Woman

2009-02-28T12:35:00.003+08:00

It's so true.. haha..

Back again..

2008-12-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

It's been quite some time since i last update my blog. I have been pretty busy and lazy at the same time..

Some updates of me:

Got a new hair cut!! Free from Tony and Guy Salon from the apprentice there.. A little regret.. I still prefer my long hair.. Miss my long hair to play with.. Haiz.. My bf also don't like my new look.. Nvm la.. Hair will grow back de.. Or there is always something call hair extensions.. hee..
My contract is ending on 2ND Jan 09.. Lucky me! I got my contract extended till 30 April 09. So, i still have a job till then.. Hopefully, the market will become better next yr and there may be a chance for me to convert to perm..

I think that's all for now.. I will put in photos of some activities that i did the previous months in the next posting.. So keep a look out.. But i dunno when that will happen.. ha ha..

Ciaoz..

2008-09-07T22:58:00.009+08:00

Some time ago.. Before May's bf went for his abt 4 mth overseas trip, we had a gathering at brewerkz.. These are some of the photos taken then...

That's me, caryn n Terence..

Two pretty ladies.. Hee..

Me Zhi lianing...

The super expensive cheese fries.. It costs $16 but super Yummy!

Our artistic Photo..

Some time ago,

I never went for my dance practice.. Instead, me n my bf went to do some shopping at Marina Square.. And for the very first time during these 7 plus yrs, WE WENT TO K-BOX TOGETHER!! HAHA!! They gave us (2 ppl) a super big room as if it can put 10 ppl in there.. I can simply sleep there lor.. I guess other small room are occupied by others le.. Tht's y we got such a big room..

And it's also the first time tht he sing K until he is tired! haha.. Cos i don't and i can't sing.. Heee..

Here's some photos taken tht day..

Us..

Die Die wanna sing while i take the photo.. ha..

See.. He's so serious.. Enjoying himself!

Finally, i got a 4 mth contact position in a German bank.. Doing settlement in FX.. Which is wat i wanted to do.. Quite happy to get the job.. Hopefully can change to perm next yr! I started working since 3 Sept.. Tht's why i am busy and dun have time to blog offen anymore.. Cos i usually work till like 8 plus, 9 plus at night due to the nature of my job.. Only Sat and Sun are free..

I am still enjoying my work even through i got to work like 11 hrs per day.. Learning new stuff every other day.. Plus my colleagues are very wiling to teach me new stuff.. They are very friendly and not selfish at all.. Working in a multi-national company is fun.. Cos i got to know ppl from different countries like my manager is a Thai, my VP is a Australian, one of my colleague is from china and another is from Indian.. So we got quite a gd mix.. Plus there are ppl coming down from other Asia pacific branches for programmes to learn the latest processing system.. So, i get to meet many ppl..

Tht's all for today..

Ciaoz..

dAncing DaNCING..

2008-09-01T12:16:00.006+08:00

Finally, this yr's annual dance performance has ended with a success on 27th Aug.. here are some photo created by ede..

Combined photo one.. Before performance.

Combined Photo 2... During performance.. Backstage..

A week later, after my dance practice, me, ede, ru yi and esther went to sakae to have our dinner.. First time after our dance tht we went to have dinner together.. hee..

Some photos below!

Ru yi and Ede..

Esther and MOi!

Four Pretty ladies in the house. hee..

my favourite tea..

Oh.. the fresh salmon sashimi! MIss it..

That's all for now.

Ciaoz.

I love the world..

2008-08-16T11:18:00.001+08:00

I saw my brother making a very interesting video the other day.. Here's the original version tht inspired him to create his very own version.. He said tht if he never complete his own version of the video, he would die! (he's beside me while i was typing this sentence! Damn irritating!)

So, this is the original version by discovery channel..

Here's his creation! Enjoy!

Dear folks, because he is beside me and kept pestering me to link his other lame creations..

Here's his link! http://www.freewebs.com/justusproduct/

Done! Finally, some peace for my ears..

Tht's all for now.. Ciaoz..

oLd entry..

2008-08-01T10:57:00.008+08:00

I went overseas again.. haha.. To where? Malaysia.. It's my grandparent's hometown.. Went to visit two relatives in Potian and Kukup.. We went to Kukup first to visit a distance relative.. How distance is distance?? Let me explain..

This old granny tht we were suppose to visit is my grandpa's second elder brother's wife's elder sister.. Get it? Actually not really related.. But my grandpa had keep in touch with this granny for many donkey years.. The best part of going to there place is tht they got a durian plantation and they also grow other fruits too.. And every time when we visit them, they will nv fail to give us some fruit or vegetables.. ALL FREE!! And you can experience the Kampong style of living.. How great is tht huh? But one thing tht i don't really like is tht i always and i really mean always get mossies bites on me! Damn.. There always dogs at their place tht i am scare of.. I got phobia of dogs no matter whether they are big or small.. As long as they bark, i will be super duper scare!

Tht's my ah gong and my second auntie.. Wif the pretty scary doggie..

It seems like my grandpa like doggie..

That's my daddy looking for fruits up the trees..

My grandpa used to live opposite this building.. This is the old granny's house.. estimated more than 50 yrs..

We had our lunch at a seafood restaurant at kukup and then had a mini tour in the kampong area..

This is how the kampong looks like when it's afternoon hours.. The sea water lowered and revealed the mud..

Another view of the place..

End of the kampong tour..

Look at the things we bought and pick up.. Durians.. hee..

The other day, i accompanied my bf to the bicycle shop located at Ang mo kio. I got there abt 7.30AM! AND THE SHOP ONLY OPENS At 11.30Am!! Cos he need his mum to drive his bicycle to the bicycle shop and the only time tht she is free is before her work! So, i also stupid stupid agreed with his idea to wait for the shop to open in abt 4 hrs later..

So, this is how we spent the long waITING HOURS.. We first had our breakfast at the coffee shop nearby for roughly 1 hr.. Then, read newspapers slowly.. Then, walk ard the neighbourhood.. Then, we started to take photos..

First taKE..

Does he look a BIT like naruto? with his pouch tht seems like a mask?

Bloated mouths..

Side view of my handsome deaR!

ThaT's the stupid bicycle tht MAke us waITED FOR 4 HRS..

ThaT's aLL for now.. CiaOZ..

BEWARE!! IT'S A LONG ENTRY..

2008-07-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

It's more than a month since i last blog.. Time pass very fast.. Me still looking for a perm job.. Sianz.. NO JOB = NO $$$! Almost broke now.. Juz to let you know tht this will be a long entry.. Trying to write down as many things as possible.. As i don't know when the "E" monster will come back again..

Oh! The "E" Monster refers to my labby having this typing problem where it will type "eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'' non-stop! Thus, i am unable to type any other words..

So if you r going to read the entire entry at ONE go, please go for a toliet break first! haha..

Okie dokie.. Here it goes,
As you know, i had finish my final exams since 10th june and i am very free since then cos i am not working at all.. I am still in the job searching process to looking for a support job in the banking and finance industry. Through, i did went for an interview at OCBC for a commerical centre position but there was no news from them since then.. So i presume tht i didn't get the job. Anyway, if you have any lobang of banking jobs, please feel free to contract me! OKie?

Still remenber the list of things tht i wanted to do after my exams?

Here's the list!

Go clubbing the next day after my paper which falls on a Wednesday! Ladies nite! Anyone wants to come along? On the 11 June..
Go to shop till i drop in this year's GSS where i got Takashimaya $30 voucher and Tangs $50 voucher..
Go for the Facial treatment tht my mum bought from the FOOD Expo
Pamper myself with a full set of manicure and pedicure! (where i sign up a package with citibella)
Go travelling as usual.. Hope to go to Genting before my Thailand trip if it's not too expensive. Then head to Thailand..
Find a permanent job and become a "OL"..

Well, Number 1-5 on my list, i had completed them.. Went out clubbing already with caryn, may, si lin, paul (before he got married) and choke (my childhood friend who qy don't like me to hang out with him..) It was great fun going out with them as we went to DBL O (my fav place for clubbing with a big dance floor area plus free drinks for ladies on wednesday nite!)

I did went to Tangs and Taka to shop after my Thailand trip with Kenny and Xiu. Only got a OL bag for interview purpose.. Still left with $20 tangs voucher and $30 taka voucher to spend on.. I'm thinking of going to spend the taka voucher on Kose white mask which was recommended by 2 of my poly friends when i went out with them to celebrate pei yoke birthday out at sentosa..

I went for the facial at UCARA (cck outlet) which i enjoy it very much.. Cos i think there service is quite good.. Here the treatment i receive! When i arrive there, they gave me a kinda of floral tea to drink before my facial treatment. Then during the treatment, i got a face and shoulder massage. And then after the facial treatment, i receive a full back body massage.. And again, they serve me with another cup of tea and some biscuits to go along with it.. The whole process was very relaxing! And the BEST THING is tht i NO NEED TO PAY ANYTHING! Cos my mum paid for me.. Anyway, it cost only $19(promotional price)!!

I also done my manicure and pedicure at Citibella just before paul's wedding held on 28th june (church wedding) and 30th june (wedding dinner). Really pampering myself after my exams.. ha! And because it was quite some time tht i did my last pedicure, there were alot of dead skin when the lady scrub my foot.. As i can see, lots of dead white skin flying out as she was scrubbing! wahaha.. And the best thing is the pedicure still last till today!

I didn't manage to go to Genting as everyone is busy with some stuff.. Anyway, i still went to Thailand as planned with kenny and xiu on 3rd july till 6th july.. We went shopping everyday and i also get to meet up with my thai friends there who shop with us at chak tuk chak and bought us to feed fishes with bread.. I bought a couple of t-shirts and 2 pairs of shoes plus lots of food.. hahaa.. In total, i spend about SGD$400 excluding the air tickets and accomendation!

Upon clearing the list that i planned! I also went to places tht i didn't plan to go..
Such as the toys and Comic expo, ikea to buy boxes to keep all my old notes, Ding Tai Feng to eat xiao long bao with qy, fish spa at Qian hu and even Malaysia for dim sum!

Here's some photos of the above events mentioned!

At expo's toys and comic exhibition...

Me and Caryn with the happy tree friends character!

("Ya! I agree with you too..") proposed dialog..

I got a gun too.. (I was the first to pose with this "SWAT" guy with a gun..)

Then, all my friends got jealous and ask to pose with his gun too.. haha..

Star Wars exhibition at expo..

Wonders of LEGO creation of places in Singapore!

The merlion, changi airport tower..

Changi Terminal 3

Marina bay..

Parliament house..

Interesting Booth Name! "This booth doesn't exist" or does it?

After Shopping At IKEA!

His grumpy face.. Cos he got to carry all tht stuff back home.. I never force him anyway..
Besides, only the cardboard is mine.. The rest was all his stuff..

His uncle outfit! haha.. By the way, can you image tht we got all these stuff back by bus..

Fish Spa at Qian Hu...

I bought my mum to Qian Hu on 13th july (sunday).. Cos i want to try it out.. It was quite fun with fishes nibbing you foot.. Kinda of ticklish at first after tht it was okie.. The cheapest Fish Spa in Town i guess.. $10 for 30 mins! Plus towel and slipper usage.. It's fun and i will go there again.. And next time is at the bigger fish pond le.. wahaha..

My fat legs.. Can you see the tiny black fishes?

Another look at it!

My First Meal at DING TAI FENG (AMAZING!)

Amazing because of their super duper delicious xiao long bao! The best i ever eaten in my whole life.. Still craving for it now.. haha.. Plus, qy settle most of the bill.. hee.. I tried the one at tampines as my friends said tht that outlet serve the best! You must be wondering why i travel all the way down to tampines? Is it juz for the food? And the Answer is "No, of course not.. Eventhough the food is superb.." Cos someone want to go to the bicyclr shop located in tampines.. To get his stuff.. So, we were there.. By the way, ever since my exams, i had been to many bicyle shop in my entire life within a month.. To places such as Ang mo kio, bukit timah, cck, bukit batok and tampines.. Crazy enough? And the next venue at Eunos..

That's the bicycle shop at Tampines..

Yummy fried rice! Simple dish but they make wonders out of it! It's was juz egg, rice and some greens..

That's the man in my life.. Enjoying the food..

The Amazing XIAO LONG BAO!

The half eaten fried rice..

DIM SUM Session last Sunday..

And this is what we order for 3 people.. (For me and my parents..)

Okie.. That's for now today.. Still waiting for photos to be send by my friends.. Such as the sentosa trip, thailand trip (Xiu.. where are the photos???) and paul wedding..

Wish me luck on my job search.. Going out with qy later to another bicycle shop.. And this time, it's at EUNOS..

So, tht's the end of this not so long blog afterall.. Ciaoz..

A True Boyfriend.. (A follow-up of "The Perfect Boyfriend")

2008-06-19T13:14:00.004+08:00

Here's a follow-up on "The Perfect Boyfriend" that i wrote some time ago.. ha.. Have fun reading it! This is sort of an addition of some details that you can do as a guy to be a "True Boyfriend".. Got this information from a bulletin in friendster.. ha..

When she walks away from you madly
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

When she's scared
[ assure her you're not going to leave her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ don't look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything...

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go...

When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her...

... because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

That's all for the day! Ciaoz..

My Poor Thumb..

2008-06-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

I sprain my thumb on Saturday.. Now, my right thumb movement is super restricted! Any big movement around tht area, i will feel the pain.. I can't do a "Good" hand sign or bend my right thumb down.. It's very irritating.. Can't even tied my hair!

Luckily, i am left-hand writer.. And my exams are over! If not, it will b worse.. ha.. It's very stupid how i hurt my hand.. It's was on last Saturday when i was changing my tights into my causal wear after my dance practice when i put my thumb in the inner part of my tights to push it down to undress it.. It was a little tight cos it's "tights" so i applied more force.. Then, i heard some funny cracking noise.. Immediately, i felt the pain.. And i straight away knew tht i sprain my thumb as it's not the first time! I had sprain it once before when carry up a heavy bag and i should be more careful with my thumb cos it will be easily sprain again.. But i forgotten all about it..

It got swollen.. But when i want to look for the sin seh on sat, it was close.. So, i went down on Sunday morning to Ma Guang located at boon lay shopping centre where i got my treatment the last time round.. The doc did "Zhen Jiu" on my hand with 4 needles! As shown below in the photo.. My poor hand!

Then got my hand bandage up till like the photo below.. With some medication in it.. Those black color sticky sticky stuff which i think tht it smells like the Chinese cough syrup tht i take when i got a cough.. Anyway, I got to change the bandage everyday till Wednesday.. Haiz..

So, tht for today! Just wanna write this down.. My left hand is quite tired now.. Ciaoz!

A Touching Video Clip

2008-06-11T01:19:00.003+08:00

I will like to share this great video clip with you all.. I feel tht the clip was very well done as it has capture the emotions of the audience who watch it.. And it's very touching and even makes you feel like crying after tht.. It's something related to God, christian related clip if i have not mistaken..

Anyway, Just take a look at the clip and see whether you have the same thoughts as i do..

Don't you agree with me now? Touching rite?

That's for the day.. bingz out!

The Perfect Boyfriend!

2008-06-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

I saw this information of the perfect boyfriend.. What make a prefect boyfriend for a gal? Here are some ways that a guy can make his gal feel special.. Try them and it should work well..

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. (Words in blue are some of my experience and thoughts of those actions.. haha..)

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. ( I have try it.. Cos never bring clothes to his place for overnight stay.. Great! Cos the size is as big as what i usually wear to sleep.. Thus, it's quite comfy)

• leave her cute text notes. (Okie la..He does this sometimes.. Love it cos i think it's very sweet and enhance the relationship.. hee..)

• kiss her in front of your friends. (I Hate it! And he is very chicky.. Always try to do tht.. Only you all don't know or you may pretend not to know.. ha!)

• tell her she is gorgeous.. (I will love it if he tell me tht.. But then, i will think tht he is just faking it to make me feel good.. :P)

• look into her eyes when you talk to her. (I like it cos i can tell whether he is sincere or not and whether he is faking it when he talks to me.. )

• let her mess with your hair (I simply love it! But he simply hate it! haha.. Cos he has spent time to style his hair..)

• touch her hair. (I don't like it! He better don't touch my hair.. Cos it make me feel tht i am short and it will irritate me when my hair is messy.. )

• just walk around with her. (I like it cos i think it is romantic just walking around with him.. As i love his company.. )

• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES" (I think this is wat he should always do through it may sound not fair.. Ha.. I don't care! :p)

• look at her like she`s the only one you see. (He has been doing tht and so shd always do tht.. haha..)

• tickle her even when she says stop. (I Absolutely hate it! Cos it's a kinda of torture! Arrgghh..)

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends. (I like it cos it makes me feel loved..)

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. (I never really swear at him before.. So it would happen.. ha.. Even if it happens, i probably guess he will say tht too.. To stop my nonsense..)

• let her fall asleep in your arms.. (Err.. I think his arms will be numb by then.. N i never try before.. Worth a try.. )

• get her mad, then kiss her. (If he ever do tht, i will be even mad at him.. ha)

• tease her and let her tease you back. (He always love to do tht.. Tease me le then give chance and let me tease him back..)

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick. (I don't usually get sick and even through i am sick, i probably will be resting.. Thus, there is no point for him to stay all night with me.. He might fall aslp too.. ha.. )

• watch her favorite movie with her. (Err.. I guess he did tht with me before.. But can't remember so it means tht he don't do tht offen.. As the tickets these days are so expensive!)

• kiss her forehead. (I kinda of like tht feeling.. Cos it make you feel special to him..)

• give her the world. (Did he ever do tht or will he do tht? hmmm.. Let it remain as a puzzle..)

• write her letters. (Siaoz lor.. Every other day i will see him and almost everyday we had spoken on the phone.. No point to write me any letters.. Anyway, i think he never did tht too..)

• let her wear your clothes. (Err.. Wear his clothes is just like puttin on a pyjamas.. haha..)

• when she`s sad, hang out with her. (I love tht feeling when i am sad and he bothers to hang out with me and try to brighten up my day..)

• let her know she`s important. (He always does tht to make sure tht i know it.. It make me feel very good!)

• let her take all the photos she wants of you. (I like to take photos of him.. But he hates me taking photos of him as he gets irritated by tht behaviour easily!)

• kiss her in the pouring rain. (Siaoz lor! I will never like tht to happen! I don't want to get sick.. Kiss me in the rain.. It sounded like some movie scene lor..)

• you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. (He always does tht.. Whenever he does tht, i feel very blessed to have him as my bf)

That's all for the day! Ciaoz..

About my bro.. And my after exam plans..

2008-05-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

I find this very interesting on how my brother describes himself in his newly created blog. Which shows his creativity and "crappyness". Here's how it goes:

About Me

Tan HongXiang

20 Years old Studying Mechanical Engineering in SP. Love to Crap, Hate to Lie. Also dun like to let ppl down. Looking for inner peace! On my head, I have a pair of eyes, ears, 1 mouth 1 nose and a hell lot of hair. I also have a pair of arms and legs. HAHA ! Nothing special right? Read on.. 1 of my feet is flat foot and the other have an arc. My feet cant bend lesser then 90 degrees but they can stretch to more then 190 degrees. One of my leg muscle is as small as a weak person whereas the other one is as fit as a runner. My belly button is slightly off to my right. My lower jaw is more front then my upper jaw. I have BOTH single and double eye lid. I can control my dreams and do whatever i want in it most of the time. The worst thing is that i have a mind that thinks differently. Like it have 2 sides. WTH right? Yes. WTH...

It is very true and realistic when it comes to describing the condition of his leg.. Quite Lame rite through..

I also have a single eye lid and a double eye lid which is not very common.. That's a characteristics tht my bro and i have.. But my double eye lid is on the left and his is on the right.. Quite kool huh? The most interesting thing of this is tht we both were not born with double eye lid, can't remember when one started to become a double..

Apart from all these, my next paper is later at 2.30pm.. Pray hard and cross fingers tht i can do well..

Last Sunday, i went to FOOD Expo! Lots of food there.. There is where i ate fried durian, fried "Do Do" fish cakes & wu xiang, mango sticky rice, laksa, japanese pizza, shark fin soup, "buddha jump over the wall", yam paste, mango snow ice and chin chow! Damn! I really can eat alot! Fat liaoz..

And Drank honey lemon drink, chin chow drink and lime juice.. Not to forget all the little food samples here and there.. OMG! I am going to be fatter.. Didn't realised i ate so much tht day.. And it was all in the 2 hour plus trip there.. This is crazy.. haha..

Among all them, there was a booth where they do express manicure and ear candle service in FOOD expo where by rite there shd be only food.. My mum was complaining tht she got a slight headache so i suggest her to try the ear candle as they do head messages for $9 only.. Tht's very cheap la.. And after tht we bought a Facial package for $29 tht consists of a facial wash plus mask, eye brow trimming and head till shoulder message! It's Very cheap lor! In addition tht my mum's friend had recommend her to go tht place before, so i think it will be quite worth the money!

After tht, i went to my grandpa's place where i saw my cousin "the Famous One" who was not suppose to be there and somewhere else performing! ha..

I am looking forward to finish all my papers which is less than 2 weeks from now! And so my after exam plans are:

Go clubbing the next day after my paper which falls on a Wednesday! Ladies nite! Anyone wants to come along? On the 11 June..
Go to shop till i drop in this year's GSS where i got Takashimaya $30 voucher and Tangs $50 voucher..
Go for the Facial treatment tht my mum bought from the FOOD Expo
Pamper myself with a full set of manicure and pedicure! (where i sign up a package with citibella)
Go travelling as usual.. Hope to go to Genting before my Thailand trip if it's not too expensive. Then head to Thailand..
Find a permanent job and become a "OL"..

That's all for now.. Ciaoz..

Am i a little over this time?

2008-05-18T02:04:00.002+08:00

My bf called me this afternoon telling me that his female colleague ask him to accompany her to work tml cos she is not familiar on how to get to the working venue at Dempsey hill. And also because she stay in jurong area so it will be nice for bf who also stay in Jurong area to go to work with her. My bf ask me if it's okie that he goes to work with her and only with her cos the rest of their colleagues don't stay near their area.

And i immediately said: "NO! Cannot!"

If it's you, will you allow your bf or gf to go out together (one to one)? Am i a little too extreme in this case?

Not letting my bf to go out wif the girl even if she is attached.. I didn't know why i was so firm on this issue or may be it's because of the history of other gals (who are sluts!).. I trust my bf however i don't have trust in other gals who i don't know to go out with my bf even she is attached.

However, i am okie if he goes out with two gals with him (the only guy).. Cos i don't like the feeling where my bf is with another woman (one to one) on a long journey bus or together for a long period of time. My bf (poor thing) got to reject the gal and letting her travel to a place where she is not familiar. Am i a little mean to her (even through she is attached)? Poor gal got to travel to the unfamiliar place..

So if it was you, will you allow your bf/gf to go out with another person alone? Or will you be like me, immediately say no?

7th year together and counting

2008-05-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

I just celebrated our 7Th anniversary together on the 14Th May 2008. We had an simple Fish & Co. meal at jurong point and really enjoyed it with fresh roses specially bought by my dear.. 7Th yr together and this is only the fourth flower that i receive from him.. Hmm.. I wonder why it isn't the seventh? ha.. This bouquet of roses was special to us because it has 7 roses on it which symbolise our 7Th yr together cos usually people won't buy 7 roses.. It usually comes in 1, 3, 5 or 12 roses.

The 7 roses..

Sometimes i wonder why other couples always quarrel and have cold war with one another when you love that person so much? N i never really have any quarrels with my dear? I am a person who never understand why couples quarrel for very minor things such as the bf is sick and never accompany her, so she is sad and angry with him.. Is it because i am good temper or is he very good at torturing with my attitude? I guess this takes two hands to clap, both of us have good temper especially him.. Cos whenever the time of the month where my "relative" comes to visit me, i tends to be irritated easily and giving him attitude to put him in difficult position sometimes.. He is always so patient with me and giving in to me everytime he can..

But my mum says this to me when i told her that me and my bf never really quarrel before, she will says :" Ai yah, cos when you got problem, you both broke up.. " I was like "Diaoz"! No.. That was not the course of that broke up like 3 yrs ago..

Anyway, i feel fortunate to find someone that is always there for me whenever i needed him and giving me tender loving care. I love you lots, dear! And i am confident that we have many more yrs ahead together.

That's him with his food while we had our dinner at Fish & Co.

That's me with the Fish & Rice (my all-time favourite there)

Apart from this, I wanted to give a "Surprise for him" on the anniversary.. But instead he got me surprised! And this was what happen, I wanted to give him a little surprise by dropping by his void deck to surprise him so that we can go to Jurong Point together that day. I specially came out earlier so that i will be able to surprise him when he comes out of his place. We were suppose to meet at JP at 6pm and usually he will goes out around 5 plus. I reach his void deck at 5pm! And waited till like 5.40pm when i sms "Not to be late, n i am already on my way there!" because i never seen him coming out till that time..

Then, i receive a call from him soon after i sent the msg.. To my horror, he called and said that he was already there waiting for me and faster come! OMG! My little surprise and all the while waiting for me was wasted.. I feel so Stupid! Haiz.. Then, i quickly took a cab down to meet him.. And then i was Surprised by him as he walk towards me with flowers.. So sweet of him.. Arrggghh.. but i still feel stupid till now, luckily i bought my Marco notes there to study.. At least, time is not wasted..

The reason why i didn't get to see him all the while waiting for him was because he went out earlier at 4.50pm to buy the flowers for me which that was his surprise! Haiz.. I should have gone there earlier.. Anyway, it's either his surprise will succeed or mine cos if he see me under his void deck, he can't possibly go to buy the flowers to surprise me le.. hee.. An unsuccessful "Surprise"!

A Happy and blessed women with her lovely flowers..

That's all for now.. Ciaoz..

A Personality test

2008-05-10T01:53:00.002+08:00

I just took a Personality test on the Facebook which i feel tht it says quite true about me.. Try it urself.. ha..

Here's what it says abt me!

I scored 36 on Dr. Phil's personality test. Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

Do you think it fits me well?

Cute Video of Otters Holding Hands!!

2008-05-02T01:54:00.003+08:00

I got to come across this video of the otters holding hands together from this website "clicknetwork.tv". A very lovely and cute video clip.. Watch and you will agree with me.. hee..

Another gift from him.. Happy happy..

2008-05-02T00:35:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was Labour Day.. What have all of you done? Slacking at home? Went out wif friends or your love ones?

I went out with him in search for our anniversary present.. Of course, after me having done some parts of my revision for my exams... (12 days to first paper..)

Our anniversary day is in 13 days time on 14th May.. 7 yr anniversary!! i don't know how i survive tht.. heh heh.. (joking only!) Anyway, i still consider myself in honeymoon period and still having lots of fun and nonsense with him.. hee..

First Stop, we went to Mustafa Centre (MC) (pardon me if i got the spelling wrong) to look for the fossil watch tht i like which i seen it on the Cleo Magazine which was supposed to be my anniversary present from him. The fossil watch model is ES1967. (Look up for it if your are interested in white color, bling bling watch!) Unfortunately, it doesn't suit me cos the frame of the watch is slightly bigger than my wrist. Thus, forgo tht lovely watch! Hiaz.. Anyway, the watch was selling for $172 there much cheaper than what the fossil watch shop is selling at $215 (yesterday got 10% discount which still cost $193.50).. MC still give a better deal.. Wanna buy watches must go there!

He wanted a Timex watch which MC is offering it at $95 where i seen the same piece of watch selling at IMM for $110 and CityLink for $127.. SEE!! MC is giving gd prices for watches!! But too bad they only have left with one display piece which he does like to get display watch.. So in the end didn't buy it too.. (Which tht was suppose to be his anniversary present!) Nvm.. I will be back there in 2 weeks time to buy it! Die Die must get! Cos he already got me my present! Arrggghhh.. Nevertheless, he still bought some shoe care products and shower foam back from there.. At least not a waste trip to MC..

Then after looking at other watches, I decided not to buy any watch and instead i wants a pair of Birkenstock.. A pair which i want to buy it in the future.. We went down to Raffles City shopping centre and look for tht pair of birkenstock.. He bought it for me.. Which i think it is quite expensive tht is selling at $79.. (Thanks dear!) I like it very much!

People! See.. QY actually treat me very well nowadays.. Buys me stuff when he can afford to spend some money.. We even ate xiao long bao today! haha.. (through it was not very nice..) Anyway, thanks dear! I will get your watch not matter what! I don't care! muahaha..

This is the pair tht i wanted and he bought for me as our Anniversary present..

Some snapshots while waiting for the NEL train tht took some time to reach..

Take 1 (his face looks smaller rite)

Take 2..

We took a several shots until i realised tht some passengers are looking at us.. ha.. But this 2 looks nicer.. hee..

Tml going to have a dinner wif Chong Lean (my childhood playmate) and Kuan Lin (my god bro who i have not met up for a meal for nearly 2 yrs).. Shd be quite fun.. Before tht will still be Study Study Study..

Tht's all for now..

Ciaoz..

Little Implusive Buy from Him..

2008-04-29T02:21:00.005+08:00

I recently busy studying for my final yr exam tht starts from 13 may all the way till 10 June! Fu**king one mth of torture.. Argghh.. The worst thing is tht i have only 4 papers.. And of which, i got to go to 3 places all not very near my house especially the venue where i have to do 2 of my papers at Singapore Expo! Sianz.. There again.. Haiz.. The two other places are FTC ( somewhere near starhub centre located in cuppage) and AJC hall (cos of my register no. i got t there where most of the students will go to FTC for their paper)..

Nevertheless, I still take time off to relax myself.. If not i will be siaoz de.. haha..

My bf was very sweet.. He come down to Lot 1 to meet me.. hee.. Initially, we were suppose to have dinner together, but cos i cook at home for my bro n daddy, i had my dinner at home.. He of course felt a little cheated by me.. haha..

After some expansion, the shopping seems more spacious and like more things to shop.. I pretty like it.. Don't know for wat reasons, i told him tht i wanna go n try our some hair bands as accessories.. I don't have any of them and wanted to see how it looks on me.. I m tht type who likes to try try, then ask ard " shd i buy, shd i buy?? err.. but i don't think i will use it offen.. then better don't waste money.." In the end, i usually ended up not buying.. Which usually irritates him a little.. As, he will say: " you always see see, try try.. But you never buy.. I knew it de.." haha.. Tht's me!

I went to Aries and try them out and as usual, i will give excuses then put them back on the shelf.. hee.. Then, he will complain again.. hahaha..

Before we head home, i went to stall at the chua chu kang exchange where i knew tht they sell the hair bands there.. Typical me, i went to try again.. Cos it was 1 for $3 and 2 for $5.. I was thinking shd i get 2 cos it's cheaper.. But $5 for 2 hair bands.. To me is a little expensive la.. So as i was considering..

Him: "Nice Nice!! Will you buy them? Buy la.. Okie i buy them le.. Auntie! $5"
I was like shock!
Me:"You siaoz arh? Why buy for me?"
Him: "Ai yah, i knew you de... You won't buy one la.. So, i buy for you.."
Me: "But i haven't choose finish.."
Him: "Nevermind, pay le, so you will get 2.."
Me: "You win liaoz lor!"

So, i got 2 new hair bands bought by him.. Thanks anyways..

Actually, part of the reason why he bought the hair bands was that the stall seller was an old couple tht looks like in their 60s or 70s.. Quite old! So he bought it from them.. He quite kind-hearted! haha.. Nice guy la.. My guy.. heh heh..

Here's the 2 for $5 hair bands

"Made in Korea" and not "China"! which make me feel a little better..

Like Worth the money.. hee..

After the shopping, we stroll home.. For 3 bus stops!! He sent me back.. Then, poor him got to take a bus home which takes about 45 mins to an hour depending on the waiting time for the 2 buses.. Poor thing!

Anyway, here a photo of him and me.. (SEE! I m wearing the hair band he bought! COS he insisted..)

Ha.. Fortunate me! Will try to wear them more offen to utilise it.. Try la hor.. No promises.. :P

Tht's all for now.. Ciaoz..

My 22nd Birthday.. many Cakes!!

2008-04-10T23:15:00.018+08:00

Thank you all for your presents and blessing! I had a wonderful day with several cakes.. I guess this is the first birthday yr tht i got some many cakes in one day as normally i only get one..

I started out my day by going to sch for my overseas revision workshop tht start at 10am. During lunch hours, Caryn bought a cake for me at MegaBites (the cafe at SIM). She give me a little surprise as she bought candles to sch so that i have one to blow on my cake! So sweet of her..

This is Me and the first cake of the day..

A closer look.. Yum yum chocolate cake..

Tht's Caryn and me in the lecture room..

After the workshop, i meet up with my bf at Clementi MRT station where we then proceed to Central at Clarke quay to have our dinner.. We went to Pasta de Waraku to have pastas as i miss the pastas there.. He never try it before so i suggested to go there..

Tht's me..

And Him...

I was pestering my bf for 2 days on what he is getting me as a presents.. And he gave hints like

It has a irregular shape.
Have several different colours.
Something i see liaoz, will relate to him.
Is made up of different materials such as plastic.
It is partially made by him and partially bought.

I was like what the h*** is tht??

And this is what it is..

A Hello Kitty 3D puzzle.. And does the hints make sense now?? Argghh..

How does it relate to him? Both have the same birthday!! Haiz..

This is what he had..

Yummy is it??

N my share.. Hee..

Delicious..

After the meal, we went to GOBI to buy the cake.. The mini chocolate cakes are super delicious, one of the best tht i ever tried! Everyone shd at least try tht once..

Does it looks nice and pretty? Juz loving it.. My Six Mini Cakes..

A closer look at those cakes.. Don't you juz want to eat them?

After enjoying the cakes, we went Brewerkz to drink beer..

Tht's my Golden Ale..

His Darkside Lager

Ours!!

N us.. At the end of the day..

When i reach home, my dad got me a cake all the way JB (Malaysia).. hahaha..

Tht's the cake!

That's for all today.. I going to sleep le.. Later got class.. Ciaoz..

The New Maid in the Family..

2008-04-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

Recently, my family and relatives got my grandpa a maid cos he is now 85 yrs old with high blood pressure. We are afraid tht he may fall down at home when no one is with him during the daytime where my uncle who is staying with him goes to work.Thus, we hire a maid for him and the maid arrived abt a wk ago. I was there at the maid agency to help selecting the maid through looking at the different photos of the maid.

When the maid finally arrived, i then got to know how they were being paid. They were very under paid for the first 9 months! Their salary for Indonesian maid is at $350 of which $320 is given to the agency in Indonesia where they got their 2 months training and Leaving them with very little of $30 per months. Which means that will only get their full pay $350 on the Starting of the Tenth month tht they work here.. I wonder how are they suppose to save up money for their family in Indonesia. Isn't it sad to hear about this? Plus the maid is only 1 yrs older than me..

Imagine tht you are born another country where your family can't support you and you have to come out to work during your teenage yrs living in another country and with another family.. I feel myself so much fortunate tht i am born in my family where i get to study what i want and do want i love most compare with the maid where she start her job 5 yrs ago..

Besides the point, the maid tht we hire has been performing quite well as all my aunts praise tht she can do the chores very well. Her cleaning of things are much better than my aunts! The maid bought handphone over to Singapore (which she can't call back cos she don't have money to buy a calling card yet) and got a 6.1 mega pixels Kodak digital camera (which costs her $1.5 million in their currency tht is roughly $250) cos she likes to take photos (which she only can develop her photos when she returns back she said to me). Isn't tht interesting?

Now, back to me.. From tml onwards for a continuous of 8 days, i will be going back to sch for revision lectures both by the local lecturers and the overseas lecturers. Most of the lesson are from 10am till 5pm.. Hiaz.. So sianz.. Final exams coming in a month's time.. Pressure is on now.. Must work hard but still lazing ard on some days.. Must Jia You le.. hee..

My bf had seen the previous posts and luckily, i am still kicking alive.. Struggled by him as warnings.. haha.. Nevertheless, i think tht post has work in a way tht he is sending me home more offen than before.. So nice of him.. hee.. A happy lady in the house! My birthday is ard the corner.. Rather sad cos i m getting older.. But given news tht my bf is going to bring me to the Singapore Flyer if he can get the tickets, i am really looking forward to tht day! :)

My Brother will be finally back from China this coming Saturday after his 2 months overseas attachment. I am also looking forward to tht cos when he is back, he will have to soak the clothes and not me who is doing it for the past 2 months.. hee..

Tht's all i have to blog now.. Going to watch the tv show on channel u liaoz..
Ciaoz

2008-03-24T22:07:00.014+08:00

Firstly, Happy 22ND Birthday to MX! N congrats to MX's Sister!..

Exams coming in less than 2 months time.. Must Jia You n study! Die Die must pass this time.. Dun wanna repeat my final yr! Oh! After my last blog, it seems like my bf have not yet to read the last entry.. Thus, i am still kicking alive.. hahaha.. And he have continuously send me home since then.. So SWEET of Him.. Proud of him now! haha..

Sch lesson now is left will revision, revision and still revision.. Last week, i got a lesson from 8.30am-11.30am and having a 4 hr break till my next lesson that starts at 3.30pm.. So, Caryn, May and i went to Holland V to have lunch at Thai Express and enjoy coffee at the Coffee bean and Tea leaf..

That's the Thai Express.. Which i didn't have a gd experience there..

Compliant 1) The Som Tum aka Green Papaya Salad tht was first serve didn't have chili in it which it must have! Which in the first place, we didn't have such request! It taste disgusting with a strong fishy taste.. Then, we ask to have it change cos it was not suppose to have it without chili.. But still there's some taste tht is lacking.. NOt Nice!

This was the vegetable that we had, quite nice through..

The Thai Green Curry Chicken.. This is very nice! Gd fragrance and not too creamy..

Compliant 2) We ordered Tom Yam Soup ( a Must Have when you eat Thai food), it didn't come with the rest of the food. We waited till like we almost finish all the rest of food. Then, we ask the staff on the whereabouts of the soup. And obviously it seems like the Kitchen staff forget to cook it at all.. HAiz.. So it come much much later as it take time to cook! Plus, the soup is also lack of some taste and quite plain.. Not sour enough and too spicy when we almost finish the soup due to the chili..

Compliant 3) We saw an insect hopping on our table and i mean hopping like a grasshopper tht is black color.. Super Disgusting when you are still having your meal!

So, CONCLUSION! NEVER GO BACK THERE TO EAT THROUGH THE STAFF STILL QUITE FRIENDLY!

Then, after the lunch, we headed to Coffee bean..

Where i ordered White Choc dream.. Very nice decoration on the cup!

That's may, copying the notes while i played with the camera and doesn't it seems like she was drinking her coffee.. Hee..

That's me and Caryn.. 1 and 2..

Then after tht, we went back to school for the next lesson..

Today, i went out with my bf to bugis's muji as he wanted to buy some calender papers for his organizer. And he sent me back home juz now! Nice rite? haha..

Oh.. I saw this at the Cold Storage in Bugis.. Fish Cake Sushi tht looks like Hello Kitty (my fav cartoon) Amazing with wat Japanese can do with their food..

And the Hello Kitty fish cake can be bought home on the shelf.. Next time, i wanna try..

Here's another view of that interesting Fish cake..

That's all for today and still kicking alive..

Ciaoz..

2008-03-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Finally my prelims are over, didn't really study much and memorise the notes.. Anyway, i am sure that i am going to fail my prelim papers juz like last yr. Since there is no marks that will affect my final results, it is okie to fail the papers.. hee..

Oh.. I am going on a trip again! In July after my final year examinations.. Sort of a graduation trip for myself! This time round will be going with Kenny and MX.. Kinda of excited cos nv been on a trip with them before. We had been saying to go for a overseas trip together as a group since 2002 and this year, it will finally been realised! So happy! Air tickets have been booked but hotel have not book yet.. So, now i am still looking for a place to stay in Bangkok tht is cheap and good. Any suggestions?

My brother is still in China doing his overseas attachment. Happy cos i can use the Internet till the early hours and no one will chase me out of his room. My router spoil so on broadband now with a cable. I was surprised and laugh at my brother when he told me tht he PERM his hair! hahaha.. He said tht he kenna cheat by the aunties to perm his hair for RMB 100 with is about SGD$20. Haha.. All his friends went to do the perming too.. Can't imagine the whole group of guys coming back to SIN in april with their hair permed.. Can you imagine a group of Phua Chu Kang arriving at the airport? So funny rite!

Today, my boyfriend was very sweet cos he sent me home.. It's been quite some time since he last sent me back home.. Long enough tht we both have forgotten when was the last time he sent me back.. SEE.. Guys who have date you for long are like tht..

First few months or yrs, he will sent you home.. Cos he scare he will lose you.. And also its honeymoon period so you also want to stick with him.. Looking at his tired face after sending me home, you will wish and ask him not to send you home. Cos you don't want him to be too tired.. Then, by the time he know tht you are struck with him in addition tht you ask him not to send you home.. Now, the true colours will appear.. hahaha.. He will says tht you go home first and call me when you reach home. Cos still he want to make sure tht you are home safely. When you ask him to send you home nowadays, he will then give excuses tht he is very tired and it was you who ask him not to send you home de! See most guys are like tht.. Don't you have to agree with me?

After reading this paragraph, he will most likely going to kill me the next time he meet up with me.. So, if i didn't blog for 2 months means tht i am dead by then. haha.. Joking only..

Okie, tht's for now..
Hopefully, i can blog again.. ha.. Ciaoz.

Serve Cambodia 2003 - Mermories

2008-03-07T22:22:00.004+08:00

Suddenly, i thought of sharing a video that was created by my Serve team where we did a overseas community service work in Cambodia.

Where, i first travelled without the comfort of my family members and saw my mum cried at the airport sending me off..

Those were the days where i did some crazy stuff and grown the fat for abt 2-3 kg in 18 days.. And made some new cambodian friends tht i still comtact till today through email.

There were many mermories of this meaningful trip and i like to share it with my friends. This was also the trip tht started my backpacking trips there after to several countries and my parents allowing me to travel with my friends more offen..

Presenting the video!

Enjoy life.. Drinking session..

2008-02-22T22:07:00.017+08:00

Have u been eating Yu Sheng during the Chinese new yr period?
I had eaten twice.. Both DIY style.. hee.. Below is one tht i did it with my bf's mum.. It not only looks gd and it taste gd too.. hee..

Finally CYN has come to an end yesterday which means Ang Bao collection for this yr have official close.. This yr's income still consider not bad la.. hee..

Yesterday, i was invited by my np lecturer to attend his "second" wedding.. "Second" wedding is not tht he got married again but he and his newly-wed wife went to join the hokkien clan with other 38 couples to swear into their marriage again.. Of which 6 couples are wed yesterday on the ceremony.. Got my last Ang bao last night.. hee..

After the ceremony, SL and i went to meet Bradley (my Serve Cambodia's'03 team mate) tht i last seen on my birthday last yr.. We went out for a drink at Clarke quey's Brewerkz.. The place tht my bf kept asking me to go with him but i didn't cos i don't like to drink beer.. ha.. Finally i went wif my friends..

While waiting for the beer to arrive.. They brew some of their beers there.. So i find it quite interesting..

I ordered a fruitbrew tht is raspberry flav, it smell gd and doesn't have a lot of gases like the other beers tht we can get from the supermarket.. I kinda like it even through i don't really like to drink beer..

That SL with her made in Canada beer..

That's mi and my fruitbrew.. Like it..

After the beers, we took a bus back to Bradley's place where he pick up his dad's car and drove up to Dempsey Hill where we had our second drink.. And this time, it's a bottle of Australian red wine..

That's the place where we got our wine and chill out there.. Very nice and close to the nature place.. I definitely want to go back there again.. Especially romantic for couples..

We order a classic cheese platter as the kitchen was close cos we went there 15 mins before the place close at 1am.. And of course the wine.. They close at 1am and switch off all the lights leaving us with a tea candle.. With the moonlight shinning on us.. We play our own music with our hp.. And when you are in the nature, the mosquito came to kiss me.. Hiaz..

Other than tht everything was very nice..

Me and SL taking photos again..

After we finish the bottle of red wine, we headed down to Geylang Lor 8 to have our supper as we were all a little hungry.. Have some dim sums at Mongkok Dim Sum and A big Plate of beef horfuns.. Delicious!!

After the meal, Bradley drove us back home.. I really enjoy it.. And the catching-up with my friends.. Hope to have more of such sessions.. hee.

Tht's all for now..

Bingz out!

Back with my lastest doings..

2008-02-18T21:44:00.026+08:00

Yoz.. It's been some time since i last blog.. It's either i m lazy to blog or my bro is using the cable wire for internet..

Some lastest news:

I had stop all my work. Tht includes my tution with Philisa (who i had taught for 2 yrs plus) and Edmund (who i had taught for abt a yr). It's a little sad tht mostly likely i will not be able to meet up with them anymore.. But i still keep in touch with the parents thru smsing.. Heee.. Both parents give me a little bonus (Extra Pay) on my last lesson. Happy!!

I also stop my work at Bali Thai which means no more free thai/ indonesian food for me. Sad!! But nvm cos i m going to start my diet soon as Chinese New Year is soon over.. How's your Ang Bao Money coming along?? Hee.. MIne is still not bad this year.. Heh heh..

The reason i end all my work at this monent is because i want to settle down and concentrate on my studies which Prelim is juz nex mth and final exams is in May till June.. I really wanna study hard as this is my final yr.. And i dont wish to fail.. I want to get it over and done with.. Hee..

It's CYN period so i get to meet quite a number of relatives, Some you only get to see them is these big occasions.. They dun normally appear during family days.. And i finally saw my 3 mths old Chinese mix Thai cousin who flew in a few days before CYN.. He is super duper cute!! Got his photo below..

Oh.. I AM SO HAPPY!! I CAN USE THE CABLE TILL I SHIOK NOW TILL 55 DAYS LATER!! Cos my bro went to China to do his attachment.. Like Sister like Brother.. I also did my attachment overseas.. He juz flew there this morning.. But i think i will feel a little lonely cos I have no one to bully at nite.. HAHAHA..

Finally, QY has finally ORD!! Time really flies.. 1 yr 10 mths has pass.. He's now looking for a job and had a few offers for him le.. He's going for another interview tml.. Hope he can get tht job cos it is wat he wants.. He currrntly has more time for me and we meet up almost everyday..

Last saturday, i went for a gathering/steamboat session at a team mate place which in 2 aveune away from my hse.. It has been yrs since i last seen some of my Serve Cambodia'03 team mates some 1-2 years and one of them close to 5 yrs.. Old liaoz.. Most of them are working and some studying.. And some got married le.. Old le.. old le..

Some Random Photos..

A group photo taken at PY's birthday Gathering..
There are warren, mx, kenny cy, wt, sm, py, zw and mi.

Every since, Caryn and May got their Credit Cards both of them had sign there cards treating me a meal.. So i also pai say not to treat them back.. So below are the Photos of the meal tht i treat them at a Japanese resturant in Far east plaza last dec.. Since i dont have a credit card, i use my debit card and did the same like them.. "Sign the bill!" haha..

3 green teas for 3 ladies..

I think this is the only resturant in Singapore tht serves Dry Ramen.. An interesting taste and quite spicy..

Tht's my tofu ramen.. And my fav mushrooms..

That's the three ladies after a meal.. Tht's mi, may and caryn..

Below are Photo of a meal with Ede after the inhouse sale by invitation tht sells super expensive watch at Geniki Sushi Marina Square !!

Waiting for the food to come..

That's ede!!

Fresh Salmon Sashimi! Delicious!!

That's me and my Ramen..

Some time before QY ord, we often go to coffee place such as coffee bean, starbucks to chill out after shopping for the CNY clothes..

That's him.. "Looking at women.." haha...

Our Drinks.. His coffee and mine non-coffee.. I don't drink coffee in the first place.. Go there cos i wanna sit down!! haha..

My Hello Kitty collection using Blue tag to stick it to the frame of my display cupboard.. But it doesn't stay.. So by now almost all have drop..

Tht's my lastest Cousin.. Only 3 mths old with big pretty eyes.. ENVY!!

See!! He is so cute.. That my mum carrying him!! Which eventually he falls aslp in her arms..

Oh!! Nice and Spicy home-made Thai Apple Salad by my aunt (a thai).. Similar to the Papaya and mango salad in thai resturant..

Cousins Playing.. both wanted to seat in the small vechicle.. The elder one is the brother of the baby..

Still Snatching.. hee..

This is Ah yong.. 3 yrs old.. my Cousin.

This is Mu Kun, the 3 mth old baby!!

A group photo after the steamboat session last saturday slightly more than half the team members of Serve Cambodia 2003 there..

My V-day Sunflower from QY!! LOvely isn't him??

Our Soft toys.. HIs pig given by me long time ago.. And the baby pooh given by him.. Cute rite by putting them together??

That's all for now..

Will blog soon.. CIaoz..

Pardon my spelling errors if there is any.. Hee..

My parents' wedding day Shoes..

2008-01-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

Have u ever seen the clothes and Shoes tht your parents wore on their wedding day?

I had seen them in them before.. N Recently, i discover my parents' wedding date shoes in the cupboard.. So cool!! It's been 23yrs old le.. And my dad's wedding day's shoe is as gd as new!!

Below is my mum's wedding heels.. Silver in color.. The condition not as good as my dad's shoes.. It's so back in the eighties style.. Her wedding dinner dress was in Black and Silver Color too.. Matching the heels..

This is my Ah gong.. Seen him before on newspaper?? haha.. By the way, the baby he is carrying is my latest new-born niece!! Isn't she adorable?? Baby are always cute!! But nasty when they shit.. haha..

That's for today.. Have you bought your Chinese new yr clothes yet??
Ciaoz..

What does B.M.W stands for?

2008-01-08T11:46:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, when i meet up with my bf, he told me about what he saw at the night market ("Pasar Malam")..

It is quite common these days that car dealers are there to promote their cars there. And this was what my bf saw on the display of the car : "This car is better than B.M.W!" He told me that he was very surprised to see this ad and decided to have a closer look.. Then he found out that how can a normal looking car be better than BMW?

Because B.M.W doesn't stand for the posh car tht we normally know.. It stands for Bus Mrt Walk.. hahaha.. And truly, a car is definitely better then Bus , Mrt and Walk!!

Hope this will brighten up your day!!

Ciaoz..