It still hurts..

It just hurts so much that i don't really wanna think about it anymore. Through, i am still doing little silly thing which is all i can do now.

I don't know why, i am not crying at all now. Is this normal or i just been able to hold it all back.
I don't know whether i will cry it out loud. And if i do, i am very sure it'll not stop for at least a few hours.

It's just time to let everything go, no more fear or worries for the future. It's all just peaceful inside. Probably i'll b better off like this?

It's only been a week and i feel that i made so much progress as compare to 4 yrs plus ago. So much so that i couldn't believe myself. I took abt 3 months to move on last time. How long will i take this time?

Jia you!! I can do it de!! :)

Stronger than yesterday~ hahaha..