Everyone have it's good days and bad days..

Staying alive everyday is a blessing? or is it a suffering? Living for the sake of living.. Working for the sake of working.. Main purpose is to earn money to repay the study loans to my parents. Not for that, i may b long gone.. ( if i got the courage.. but i'm a coward..)

Wish that i can fall aslp and nv wake up.. Best way for me to be gone forever..

Hate the way i feel, still struck in my own world somehow in someway.. Don't question me why.. I won't have an answer.. May b there was no closure.. Just may b..

Dying within..