Crazy me!!

Today, my emotions are just like a roller coaster..

HATE MYSELF!! JUST HATE IT!!

I was feeling pretty down in the afternoon after my mum went to work. So, i get out of the house and went to the supermarket to buy some groceries for dinner. Usually, i am pretty lazy to go out since it's going to rain out there.

But dunno why with some force within, i hurried out and went to the supermarket. Shopping alone, i dunno know how much time i spend there.. Just walking randomly.

Come home and feel better after cooking dinner. While waiting for my soup to boil, i cried out of no where.. This is crazy.

Then i felt better after having my dinner and help to repair and make a few pairs of earrings.

It only feel better up till he made the call. I just went crazy.. As if i going to break down.. I know i shdn't cried over the line. I dunno why. I really dunno why.. It's all blank.. It sucks!!

What is going on with me? Arrrgghhh...

I hate my life now!