Mix Feelings..

It's kind of a weird and mix feeling now whenever he calls me up nowadays.

A part of me is very happy to see his number calling. A part of me hates it when he calls. B'cos i dunno whether he call me b'cos he is concerned abt me cos he still loves me or he call me is b'cos of responsibility. I even asked him this qn, even though i know the answer will be "i dunno." And of course, tht's not the answer i want.

Well, heard this words from a show, "大的时候哭会比小的时候哭痛上100%！" It's very true. When we are young, we cried and we can forget about it very fast. It's b'cos when we cry, it abt little things. And when we play, we forget all abt it.

But when we grow up and get older, we cry for many different things, things that are very different from we are young. We consider many things and we remember things better. That's why it hurts more and you tends to cry longer as we no longer cry for small little things.

Well, yesterday i went to Warren's grandma funeral. After that, Qian, Xiu and me went for dinner at Bedok Town Centre. Suddenly it was raining very heavily, so we decide to walk ard as it will be dangerous for Qian to ride in such heavy rain.

Very Randomly, we decide to go n sing K. First time, only the 3 of us went singing. And it's also the first time, i sang so many songs during a KTV session. Proud of myself!! hahaha..

Well, i don't cry as much today le. Hopefully, it gets better. :)